I met my wife Erica in high school we where both in grade 11 and got maried about 2 years after our grad every thing seemed normal maybe to normal i mean we talked about trying different things in bed and i though about sharing her with other men i even had erica call me other guys names in bed and we talked about giving it a try many times we even came close a few times but chikened out it took one night and a guy she liked to finaly go through with it 

Its been about a year now and i have seen my wife go from a shy timid girl to a full slut that cant seem to get enough cock before all of this i was comfortable with my body and the size of my cock i new it wasent the biggest and i am a bit skinny but erica always told me i was perfect for her .But that all changed when she began to have sex with other men after seeing her with them and there cocks i feel very inadequit and small i find it very hard to show my cock because i know its small and ii cant mesure up so i usualy just watch until i see the size of his cock and see her suck on it then i get upset because its bigger then mine and my wife realy loves to let me know its bigger than mine not so much in words but in her actions the way she lookes at me as she holds his cock and strokes it she has this way of smiling that tells me //look andy his cock is bigger than yours //every time she has someone new i hope he has a small cock and i can join in but it has never happend yet i think im the only guy with a cock this small 

Its funny how i thought it would make sex more fun and exciting i used to get very horny thinking about it and we would talk alot about how it would be for us and how me and another guy would fuck her all night but thats not the wayit turned out  you see before all of this began my wife was happy with my cock she knew no different even before me she had one other guy and he was small as well but after seeing and feeling the first guy i shared her with and his much bigger cock she now knew what it felt like to be realy fucked and have a oragasm i never took her to the point of extacy but once she knew what it felt like she became a very different woman 

 over the last year there has been many different men in our bed and i have seen her injoy every one of them i once thought she gave me good blowjobs but after seeing her with other guys i now see her do things she never did with me like swallow cum she never swallowed my cum she said it was gross but now she will take all there loads into her mouth and loves it when i aked about it all she said was /its different with other guys //i cant help but feel left out i want to join in but feel embaresd about my size and my wife would just ignore me anyways ....