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My latest series of photos (entitled My rosy lips) that I put up are more than 5 years old. Even by that time, I'd been posing for nearly 9 years, and had fun doing so. But it was about the time that I posed for these photos that I finally admitted to myself that I enjoyed posing so explicitly and so naughtily for its own sake!
Up until then, I'd had a lot of excitment from posing, but I didn't really admit to myself that I had this exhibitionistic side of me. I told my husband (and myself) that I liked posing because he wanted me to, and because he enjoyed it so much. I'd cop to the fact that seeing him turned on by my showing off was a turn-on for me, but I shied away from accepting that I got a kick from showing my 'stuff'.
But on that night, hub didn't say much, or direct me as to how to pose, other than to set the stage with the flowers. And after a few preliminary, teasing shots, I found myself quite aroused and imagining myself being an amateur model, posing for 4 or 5 guys with cameras. And I thought about what I wanted them to see, and immediately opened my legs wide. And not only that; my hands went down to my pussy, to part my lips so they could see how excited, how wet I was.
Imagining the cameras clicking away, I showed them all my pink; I rubbed my clit and made it stand out for them to focus on; I slipped a finger deep inside me, then pulled it out and showed how wet it had gotten! With hardly looking at my husband at all, I gave myself two orgasms while fantasizing about being photographed.
After that night, I started telling hub that he should get the camera, because I wanted to do my 'model fantasy'. I also trimmed up my bush a bit, so I could show a bit more of the really bare me! And I pose a lot more now, for hub and a very few select friends that I trust.
It's glorious!
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