But over the last couple of days, I've stumbled on to a couple profiles on here that have a bunch of content I've never seen before. It's been keeping me pretty busy... I just finished jerking off for the fourth time today, and I'm already starting to think about going back for number five. It's almost like when I was a teenager again... (maybe I'll beat my record of 8 times in one morning/afternoon!)

 

The great thing is this new content is spanking content, and a lot of it is even M/M content, which I particularly enjoy. For the most part, when I'm looking at spanking pictures, I imagine myself in whatever vulnerable position the spankee in the picture is in: bent over with my hands on my knees, across someone's lap with my pants and underwear down, laying across the bed with a pillow under my hips, etc. I'll imagine that shock of the first crack across my butt... how the noise is more startling and surprising for like a half second before the searing pain hits... I'll imagine the pain intensifying as whoever is spanking me keeps laying on the paddle, or whupping me with the belt, or just smacking my butt with their hand. Coupling that imagination along with the pictures, it isn't long before I'm laying in bed, catching my breath, with cum on my belly and hand. Although, on days like today where I have the house to myself all day, I'm never in a hurry and will draw it out for as long as I can go. 

Well, all the new (to me at least) pictures and marathon of masturbation I've been involved with all day got me to do something I haven't done in a long time. I got my paddle out of its hiding spot and gave myself at least 75 swats. They were interspersed throughout my last viewing session here, anywhere from five to 25 at a time. Usually I am loathe to self-spank; I can never hit my butt as hard as someone else can, and I love the companionship and intimacy of having someone else, usually a more mature mentor, administer the discipline. But today I was able to get something more than usual out of it... I kept swatting myself, sometimes over my underwear, sometimes on the bare, and the pain really registered. I'd get to four or five swats, and think, "oh, this hurts; I should stop!" but kept going to ten... fifteen... twenty... all while I'm writhing, clenching my teeth and struggling to catch my breath... When I finished a set, I'd roll right over and furiously crank away on my dick, which was as hard as it's ever been. The feeling of euphoria I got from the swats intensified the pleasure of masturbating, and after a few more sets of self-administered discipline and self-administered pleasure, my dick exploded into a fountain of cum that landed on my belly, on my legs, in my pubic hair, on my hand, on the bed... everywhere, as a wave of pleasure rocked my body from head to toe. It was one of the best orgasms I've had in a long time. Afterward, I got up, cleaned up, put my paddle away and had a bite to eat. But this feeling of euphoric bliss has been with me ever since. It works well with the bit of heat and tenderness my butt is still feeling right now as I walk around the house in just my underwear. I can't get over how calm and relaxed I feel. 

My partner and I have a loving, healthy relationship, and they know about my spanking fetish, but they just don't feel the same about it. I wish they understood that euphoria that comes from both being in that subspace and from getting the actual swats. Thankfully, they're perfectly fine with my daily masturbation, and are okay with me using porn. And also thankfully, this site has lots of options and content.