i think it is like this... you can sink down into the gutter of sexual shame, and you have to fuck anyone who asks, and be passed around from lap to lap, because you're a total slut. and that's very shameful, and you can be humiliated for it, for how much of a total slut you are... but once you are basically a party pass-around whore, and you can be roughly handled, slapped in the face as a joke, and you always dress like a whore, and it is normal for you to be gangbanged, or be brutally butt-fucked, and nobody has to ask your permission anymore, they can just grab you and fuck you, anyone can, anywhere, any time...

well that's wonderful, but that's just wonderful, but if they want to push you lower, where is the lower place, what does it feel like, what are the rules.

i think  when you are just a whore, you can always make the excuse that it's not your fault, you just are easy to manipulate and use... you are essentially a passive participant.

but then down below that is the level where you have to admit that you want it. then you are seen as a true skank, a disgusting and needy female animal, a sick girl who gets fucked brutally, sluts around constantly, just looking for compromised situations, because she likes it, she needs it. then yo are treated much worse, because you are really gross... this is where being humiliated becomes a natural part of it. because look at you, look how you dress, look how you start cumming in humiliating situations, responding to being bullied or mocked, getting obviously aroused by derision, moaning and vocalizing in response to being called names, being treated like trash. this is where the nost orgasms are, i think, but it's dangerous, because some men will hit you, some will deliberately hurt you. fucking yor ass without lubrication and laughing about it, parading you around in public situations and making you demonstrate your submission inappropriately. "see, she loves every minute of this".

but what if they push you lower? what if you want to go lower? where is the "lower" place, and what does it look like, what does it feel like to be lower than a needy skank?

you become attracted to the ones that push you around. you start responding to being slapped, showing the meaner men that you want it. that you want their derision, their abuse. now word gets around that you like being spanked, you like being tied up, being whipped. men seek you out, corner you at parties, flirt with you by aggressively mocking you even if they don't know you, but they know your reputation. everyone knows. that's a big part of it, there is no reason for the men to be subtle about it, or covert... you have no right to privacy. you're not really a person anymore, your a sicko. everyone now assumes you like everything, anything they like... you exist to fulfill their sadistic needs: you are expected to be a bottomless pit. five guys might take you into a back room and rape you with baseball bats. they might steal your clothes, or burn them in front of you, and write disturbing things all over you: "punch my tits" "fucks dogs" "i drink piss" "rape me". and they will photograph you, post you on the internet, make sure your pictures are spread around, dowloaded and posted on other sites, your face in the pictures, your name and address. they will make sure your public reputation is permenant, that the whole world knows you are subhuman. you will never be able to hold a job, no one will ever marry you, you have no future. 

now you just have to live in the moment, you are a drug addict.