If you're reading this I'll bet that subject piqued your interest.  Before I start let me give some info about myself.  In the last four years I've had sex with over 50 guys (62 so far), all of it vaginal, all of them complete strangers, all of it without a condom, all of them came inside.  Not a single guy tried to make me cum or did anything to try to give me pleasure beyond what the sex caused. My body, specifically my pussy, has given many guys a great deal of pleasure even though none of them returned the favor or even cared about me in any way.  A few of them (less than 20%) know my name and age because they asked, but most of them didn't bother.  So I know exactly what it's like to be used.

It's also important to note that none of this was exactly consensual.  I put myself in places naked, legs spread, pussy lips held spread open where I was alone and couldn't call for help so that I would get fucked, but I never said I wanted to have sex and none of the guys asked before fucking me.  None of them asked if they could cum inside me, either.  That's the result I wanted, including not being asked, and a lot of those guys probably think it was consensual, but not all of them.  Some of them made it clear it wasn't and those tended to use me the hardest.  I wasn't just an object of pleasure for them, although they were certainly using me to please themselves, I was also a woman to be degraded and humiliated. I can't say they got anywhere with the degradation (calling me names while you're fucking me and clearly enjoying it doesn't really work), but I've certainly been humilated successfully on several occassions.  I've never been intentionally harmed, the worst has been being slapped a few times, but I have had a very sore pussy afterwards many times.

Why is it that being used makes me so happy? Some of these could apply to all women, some are unique to me and other women who have the same fetishes, fantasies and desires as me.  One thing is that it's an extension of my desire to expose my body, in particular my pussy, to strangers.  When a guy puts his dick inside my pussy he's learning what the inside of it is like, even though he can't see it.  He gets to learn how it feels, how wet it is, how tight it is (and yes it's still tight, even on my own fingers!), how it grips his dick, how it hugs it and how it sucks them back in when they slide out.  While they're using me their whole world largely shrinks down to just my pussy.  For a few minutes my pussy is the center of their universe and they don't care about anything else.  This isn't true when having sex with a friend, boyfriend or husband. They know who you are, they know what you like and dislike.  They're thinking about you in addition to the sex or your pussy.  If they care about you they're going to try to make you feel good as well.  A complete stranger using you is focused solely on his own pleasure and usually your pussy is the only thing providing that pleasure.  It's so much fun watching their faces and listening to their moans or grunts.  

In some cases the guy gets other pleasure from me than just my pussy.  These are the ones that make clear to me that they're raping me.  They're also the ones that want to degrade and humilate me.  But most of them do all of that while their dick is sliding in and out of my pussy, or they're holding it inside.  My pussy is still far more important to them that the rest of me and we both know it.  If it wasn't for my pussy they wouldn't have the chance to do all that other stuff.  Even the degradation and humilation tend to focus on my pussy.  Calling me a cunt, whore, slut etc. are all things that describe a woman whose pussy is used a lot.  Making me put on my panties and wet myself before fucking me?  Still my pussy.  Making me pee in the urinal, even holding me up like a child? Still my pussy.  Making me act like a dog crawling around on all fours, then making me go outside and pee against a bush by raising my leg?  Still my pussy.  Taking pictures of me after they're done of their cum leaking out of me?  Still my pussy.  Making me smear their cum on my body, face, hair?  Still my pussy really, because their cum's running out of it mixed with my own juices.  Making me use my fingers to smear my pussy juices on my body or face?  Definitely still my pussy.  Forcing me to accept money afterward? Still my pussy.  All of those things have happened to me and I didn't mind any of them.  (Well, not much, I don't care for cum on my face and hate it in my hair.  I don't mind pussy juices (mine or other girl's) on any part of my body, I have spread them on my face while masturbating at times.  I really like how they feel, smell and taste.  I also don't like being given money, because I'm not a prostitute.)

The things that aren't focused on my pussy are bearable because they're minor parts of what the guy is doing, everything else is still about my pussy.  Things like slapping my face multiple times, forcing me to give them a blowjob amd making me get my clothes from where I left them and taking them with them (although that's slightly about my pussy, since they want me to go home naked).

There's also one other public exposure aspect to it: their sperm.  Some of those little buggers will make it into my utereus and fallopian tubes searching in vain for an egg to fertilize. I can never see or touch those parts of me, but those 62 guys all have had part of themselves in them.  A few of those sperm that make it far enough got absorbed into my body and have become a tiny, tiny part of me. I can't explain how that's exposing myself, but I feel like it is a way of doing so.

And then there are other rewards.  First off, since I'm alone, vulnerable and there's no one to call for help along with it being non-consensual the fear drives an adrenaline surge which makes the sex much more intense than it normally would be.  I never had an orgasm due to vaginal sex alone until I started doing this.  I have them a lot now while doing it, sometimes more than one.  They're also more intense than orgasms I've had in the past.  Even the orgasms I have masturbating and thinking about being used are more intense than past ones.  It also makes me happy, really, really happy.  Part of that's because I'm doing what I've always wanted to do but was too scared to even admit to myself that I did.  But another part is biological: my vagina absorbs a lot of hormones from all of those guy's seminal fluid.  Scientific research has found that these help promote a positive mood in women, and I definitely believe it.  I'm always in a great mood the day after I've been used even though I lost a lot of sleep to do that in the middle of the night. 

Are there any downsides?  I could catch an STD, although I haven't yet.  As far as I know all of those are treatable, so I don't worry about it too much.  What about HIV?  I thought about that before I started doing it in earnest and told my gynecologist I was going to be having sex with a lot of strangers and wanted to start taking PrEP.  (Pre-Exposure Prophalytic)  That keeps me from catching HIV as well.  (I didn't tell her about it being rapes, though.  She doesn't need to know.)

I do want to point out something I think is important: While I've had lots of unprotected sex with strangers, had a lot of strangers cum inside my pussy and expose my pussy in ways that make sure that happens I'm not a nympho, slut, whore, etc. I'm just a normal woman who has fully embraced her perverted side and accepted the risks that come with doing so.  I take great pleasure in being reduced to a wet pussy to be used for man's pleasure. I also take great pleasure in sex being forced on me, as long as it's non-violent. (But see below.)  I'm not all that different than a man who has lots of one night stands.  He's not called derogotary names and you shouldn't call me any.  I don't reply to men who call me a slut/whore/cunt/etc., but if you treat me with respect I'll happily tell you about my experiences and the weird things that have happened.  (For example, several guys have fucked me in front of their kids and some of those experiences got really weird and awkward.)  I'm even happy to do real time chats with polite guys on Mega where I'll happily tell you about all my sexual experiences.  Some are sexy as hell, some are weird, some are cringy and embarrassing (I used to wet my panties a lot when younger), but they're probably all fun to hear about.

Now, sa to the non-violence... The more I've done this the more I've come to realize that the more realistic a rape is, the more satisifying it is to experience for me.  I ended up enjoying the times I was slapped better than the times I wasn't.  Now that I've been used so many times I'm stating to think about how I can get used and raped in ways that are more... realistic and dangerous. I'm even interested in being gangraped, with several men taking turns using my pussy for hours. It's not certain I'll do either, because I have one other goal that I plan to achieve: I'm going to get pregnant from a stranger raping me.  I feel like letting a stranger put a child inside me and having their child is the final step that I need to take to be fully satisified with myself.  So it's definitely going to happen.  Maybe as soon as this year.  I want it to happen at least twice, once in the US and a second time when I eventually visit Japan. 

I will close this with a brief description of the best experience I've had doing this.  It was one of a couple of instances that I exposed myself at a motel late at night in the hopes of being pulled into a room and raped.  That happened, I was pulled into a dark motel room and thrown on the bed on my back.  The guy was on top of me immediately and his dick in me shortly afterward.  I was terrified and the stimulation of his dick entering my pussy caused me to start having an orgasm.  That, combined with the fear made the rest of the experience one large blur.  I know it lasted about three hours based on the time when I got back to my own room after he finished with me, took me outside to the sidewalk and pushed me hard so I fell over and had to crawl back to my own room.  I mainly remember being scared and having orgasm after orgasm after orgasm.  I also remember feeling things being put in my pussy and used to fuck me, some of which were a bit too large and hurt a little.  Others felt weird, I'm pretty sure he fucked me with the remote control.  I don't remember any real downtime for my pussy.  It felt like something was in it the entire time, so I think he used objects on me as he waited to be able to fuck me again.  

It was quite simply the best sexual experience of my life and worth all the risk I took for it to happen.  For three hours I had non-stop orgasms. Having something in my pussy that whole time was amazing.  I was too weak to stand after he finished with me because the orgasms had exhausted me.  My pussy was so sore it hurt to sit for a week, but there wasn't much blood, just some spotting the day after.  I can't really fantasize about it too much when masturbating, since I remember so little, but I want it to happen again.