This is an excerpt from a conversation about growing up as a faggot. This is a poorly written (I was high, sue me)account of an experience I had as a teenager who was different even from other gay guys in the area.

 

 

  The last time I came that hard was when I was 16 or 17 in high school. I don't remember why I was there late that day. Some club or group or whatever. I had been planning it out roughly for awhile. It was so intense. If somebody had caught me it would have destroyed my life. It felt sexy. First chance I got I sneaked away. I went to the furthest end of the building and into the boy's room. I got naked and then I kneeled on the floor and then I put my face into a filthy fucking urinal and started licking it. Knowing I'm licking up other boys literal filth and doing it anyway is taking me to climax faster and harder than ever before. By the time it was all over I was naked on my back on the tile in front of the row of urinals covered in dirt &  cold piss, and my own jizz with the taste of piss crust on my tongue and pubes stuck in my mouth. There was jizz everywhere. Worst post nut clarity of my life.