Hello to all reading this. It was suggested that I write down my experiences and "" of my journey from a "straight man" to a complete sissy faggot! So my blogs will be the experiences that has led me to this point and shaping my future!

 it Was a Saturday afternoon, I was parked in Phoenix Arizona at a flying J. I just returned from a shower and a fresh com0lete body shave and felt quite a bit turned on and really wanted to be my complete self. So I proceeded to put my makeup on. Taking my time with the foundation, eyeliner, mascara. Putting on bright red lipstick and nail polish to match. I took my time, ensuring a good application went on. I then slipped into a pair of red panties and matching red lace bra. I inserted and positioned my breast forms in their proper place. The weight felt natural as my adhesive gripped and kept them in place. I then slid on my red stockings on, hitched them in place. I love the feeling of the nylon material against my skin. Makes me feel feminine and sexy! I then put on my red skirt, sliding it up around my waist. I pull on my black blouse and slip it on. I tuck it in. I put on my red high heels. I'm feeling so turned on, so sexy now. I put on my black straight hair wig. Comb it out. I look at myself in my mirror. I'm always surprised looking back at myself dressed. I always feel more sexier dressed, more complete and natural! 

After dressing, I like to sit in the driver seat and just look out. Watching drivers come and go. Watching as each go about their day. I was off in dreamland  just day dreaming and feeling the softness of the material against my skin. Suddenly there was a knock at my door. Startled I looked down and there was a older gentleman standing there looking at me smiling. He motioned for me to roll down the window which I did. 

"Good morning beautiful, looking for company?", he asked.

i looked at him, he was skinny, looked about 65, a typical old school trucker. Wearing Button up shirt, jeans and cowboy boots and cowboy hat. I swallowed hard. And nodded slowly.

"ye.. yes S..ir.", I managed to squeak out.

 "Well, open the door then beautiful.", he stated as he reached for the door handle.

i unlocked the door and slid out of the driver seat. I stepped back into the sleeper area. He opened the door and climbed in, shutting the door behind him. He layed his hat on my dash as he stood to face me. I quivered with nervousness. I started to close the curtains that separated the front from the sleeper but he stopped me. 

"Leave it open, Darling", he ordered in a more intense tone then his greeting. 

He then reached his arms around me and pulled me to him. Our lips making contact. He pressed his lips to mine, pushed his tongue into my mouth. My arms instantly wrapped around him, my breath in gasping as his tongue explored my mouth. I tasted the coffee on his breath. He held me against him, tongue ravishing my mouth. He finally broke the kiss and looked at me in the eyes.

"your going to undress me completely while kissing me. Your going to kiss me all over my body. Once naked, your going to kiss me on my mouth, only you are going to probe my mouth with your tongue until I break the kiss off. When I do I am  going to turn around so you can kiss and lick my ass. You are going to spread my ass so you can lick my hole. Better do a good job faggot! Then when I'm satisfied I will turn around and you will make love to my cock with your mouth. Lick it, kiss it, sucking it. From the head to my balls. You will gently lap and suck them as well. No hands, all mouth! Then and only then am I going to bend you over and fuck you." He stated matter of factly. 

I looked at him as he took his boots off and then stood in front of me waiting. I looked into his eyes as he smiled. I stepped to him and started kissing him on his mouth as I unbuttoned his shirt. He didn't raise his arms to me, just let me kiss him and slowly take his shirt off. I gently shifted and kissed his neck as I unbuttoned his jeans. He moaned as I kissed down his chest and stomach as I unzipped him. I pushed his jeans down and realized he wasn't wearing underwear. I pulled his jeans as he stepped out of them. He stood in front of me completely naked. His chest hair mostly white, but his cock area was completely shaved. He had a long thin cock and longer balls. I looked at him and stepped forward and kissed him on the mouth again. He pulled me against him. I probed his mouth with my tongue. Our breaths forcibly exhaling through our noses while our lips were locked in place. I kept probing, running my tongue over his teeth, tongue. He gripped me tighter. I felt his cock hardening against me. He suddenly broke off our kiss and turned around, facing away from me. I knelt to my knees and started kissing and licking his ass. My hands gently rubbing his cheeks until the were in position to open them which I gently did. My tongue never leaving his ass as I licked my way to his hole. I closed my eyes as my tongue ran over my thumb and started to come into contact with his hole. I kept going pressing. I knew I was completely at his entrance with my tongue. 

"Fuck yeah faggot", he breathed heavily. " Keep going, do not stop". 

I swirled my tongue around his hole then stiffened it and pushed into his hole. Slowly in and out with my tongue. My hands spreading his ass cheeks and my tongue in his ass. He just kept repeating over and over fuck yeah faggot. He pressed his weight backwards. My lips were rubbing both sides of his entrance while my tongue continued its licking in and out and swirling his hole. It seemed like forever we were in this position. He finally pulled away and turned around. I was looking directly at his 7" inch thin hard cock.

Without waiting for directions, I kissed the tip of his cock keeping my hands at my sides. I stuck my tongue out and licked his pee hole then licked around the head of his cock. Around and around I licked. I then started licking down his shaft underneath. From his head to his balls and back. He spread his legs a bit more as I continued up and down with my tongue. I licked his balls smooth, hanging balls gently. I slowly took them into my mouth one at a time. I then slid my tongue back up his shaft to his head then gently with my tongue under his cock head I pushed myself forward. His head started entering my mouth. My tongue rubbing underneath his shaft. I kept going feeling his head get to my throat. I pushed more as it entered. He laughed as he watched me take him into my mouth.

"You are definitely one good cocsucking sissy faggot slut", he stated, still chuckling and watching me deep throat him. 

His cock slid in and out of my mouth slowly. As I pushed in he would push his hips forward and as I pulled out he would shift backwards. 

"Don't speed up. Stay at that pace. When I'm ready, I'm going to fuck you.", he said almost under his breath. 

I continued my slow pace. In and out of my mouth and throat his cock slid. My tongue staying under his cock, rubbing continuously. He was breathing significantly heavier now. 

With a loud "Fuck!", , he pulled out quickly, 

he quickly grabbed my arms and spun me around. I tried shaking my head but he was fast. Quickly he had my skirt flipped up and my panties down. Before I could really respond his cock pressed into my ass and entered me. He kept pushing in. I tried relaxing my ass muscles to allow him penetration but he didn't slow. He kept pushing in until he was completely in. 

"Now I'm going to thoroughly fuck you sissy faggot", he exclaimed.

before I could respond, he pulled almost all the way out then slammed back in. I gasped loudly. He started picking up his pace. It felt like a rod slamming in and out of me! All you could hear was his panting, grunts and his hips slapping into my ass. He was getting faster and rougher. He was almost growlin* now. His speed had intensified. I felt like I was ridding a machine. I couldn't believe he could keep this pace up. In and out his cock pistoned me! He had his hands gripping my hips. Suddenly he started spanking my ass hard, not slowing down. I winced from his spanking and his cock penetration. 

Suddenly he pulled out, spun me around and pushed me onto my knees. My hands rested on his thigh as he stepped to me and pushed his cock all the way into my mouth and throat. Gripping my head he started to throat fuck me with the same intensity as when he was fucking me. I kept my hands on resting on his thighs as he pumped in and out of my throat. He encircled my head with both of his arms as he thrust and help. I tried to back away but I was pinned by my bed and his arms and body. He then exploded. His cum flowing into my throat. I concentrated on swallowing it all as I was held in place. Tears started flowing out of my eyes. My chest heaved. I started panicking as his cock just kept pumping cum I to my throat. At last he pulled out. I gasped. He slid his cock back in my mouth. Tasting his cum. Was sweet yet a little bitter. 

"Keep my cock in your mouth and look at me.",he ordered.

i did and realized he was taking pictures of me with his phone. Click, click   He laughed. Good faggot. He put his phone down looking at me with his cock in my mouth and smiled. 

"Hopefully we can do this again, ". He stated as he pulled his cock out of my mouth. He hot dressed as I stayed on my knees. He looked at me, smiled then exited my truck.