I feel frustrated.
Granted, please take what I'm about to say with a huge asterisk as I'm currently horny as hell after having edged and gooned myself stupid for almost an hour but..man, I'm frustrated.

Sometimes/normally/usually, I'm ok. I'm ok with my fantasies staying fantasies. But tonight, for some reason.. I'm not. I feel the need to vent and air out my frustration. So apologies to everyone beforehand, I know it's not popular to air out one's frustration in a public setting.

But..here I go.

I was fucking myself stupid to https://www.imagefap.com/showfavorites.php?userid=3113166&folderid=5680121 this curated favorite album of mine from a content creator I'm a fan of, and all I could think about was how much more freeing it would be for me if the world accepted/adopted this kind of behavior or mindset. If fantasies became reality. Granted, I'm pretty sure even in my "thinking with my clit" state, I can perceive the realistic cons/negatives of such a world (ie. kids, rape, assault, etc), but man..wouldn't it being awesome?! 😍 To live in such a world.

I'm here thinking about things like "if only the rest of the world was like Spain. Or even New York!", where girls could openly wear slutty and indecent clothing in public or fully nude, similarly men as well. To be objectified if they/we wanted to, to be more sexually opened and expressive.

I understand that not all women are like me. Some might not even view things like objectification or misogyny favorably, hell, even a traditional lifestyle are viewed as iffy or taboo in a lot of parts around the world, so I understand that this is and will always be a fantasy - we are in the minority after all (plus, things in this world are already fucked up as it is with illegal stuff even with it's legal regulations).. but man *sighs longingly*

To be treated like a simple fucktoy? 😍 To be groped publicly? Or even be viewed as just a sex object by men and women whilst walking down the street? 🤤 To be viewed as eye candy? Nothing but tits and ass? Holes to be fucked and used. It's just..ugh. I want that. I crave that. Sign me up!!

That's why it makes me so frustrated. I'm looking at these captions and gifs and I'm saying to myself, "Man, I want to be like her/that", and "I wish I had someone to guide me to where I can be as close to that as possible without ending up in with a huge fine/doing something illegal 😅" and..surprisingly, it made me miss having a dom(me).
I haven't craved a dom(me) in years. Not after my abusive ex fake-ass dom 5 years ago. I miss the bdsm world. I miss it all.
Granted, I'm still not looking for one but man.

It made me miss and crave the idea of living a trad. wife lifestyle, and as a result, variations of that in which submission, free-use and objectification are sprinkled on top.

But yeah. I just..wanted to voice out my frustration. My frustration - that I wished the world was more sexually open-minded and accepting. Thanks for listening to stupid little me and reading about my vent/desires/cravings.

- A horny and frustrated Tia xx