I've always had this weird fetish ever since I was a teenager. It all started when I discovered that I could get off again by eating my own cum after I had an orgasm. At first, it was just something I did occasionally, but over time, it became more and more of a regular thing for me.

I remember the first time I tried to explain this to someone else. I was chatting with a friend online, and we were talking about sex and kinks and stuff like that. I eventually worked up the courage to tell them about my little secret. They were pretty shocked at first, but they were actually really understanding about it. They even said they thought it was kind of hot in a kinky way! That was so extremely exciting for me and it hooked me on eating my cum from that day forward. Of course, one of the things that really turns me on about this whole thing is knowing that most normal girls find it disgusting to eat cum. I’ve heard lots of girls say it’s so slimy and gross, bitter and salty and they always spit. So the idea of being able to indulge in something that they find repulsive just makes me feel even more of a pervert and a degenerate. It's like I'm doing something super taboo and dirty, and that only adds to the thrill for me.

When I'm about to shoot my load, I love to imagine all these girls gagging at the very thought of having to eat it. It gets me so fucking horny imagining that I’m just like a slut that loves to swallow cum! After I've swallowed every last drop of my cum, I picture all these girls being completely disgusted by the fact that I could possibly enjoy such a nasty act.