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Dear Diary Entry #13 (pics included): Flashing.
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Dear diary,
I am truly emboldened by you and my readers. I can't believe I did something which I would have never done without someone's influence 🙈 I flashed a cashier at the grocery store!! 🙈
A bit of backstory first dear diary, this, flashing people, has always been a huge turn on for me. We're talking about "instant panties soaking" level of arousal. My abusive ex/past fake dom quickly discovered this and would make use of this. He'd have me flash drivers on the road as they drove past, flash cashiers, strangers, and even his friends 🙈 Granted, most of my relationship and memories aren't that positive, but this was definitely one of the more positive experiences that I had with him. Initially, I was too shy to actually do the lifting/flashing, so he'd stand behind me and lift up my top, skirt or dress but soon, I was brave enough to do the flashing, but always under request or when instructed. I was still too chicken to actually flash anyone without a command.
After leaving him, I low-key felt a sense of disappointment as I knew I'd never be brave enough to flash myself again as he was no longer there to go "flash him/her/them, little girl". I thought I'd never get to experience such a thrill and a turn on again.
But.. it turns out.. heh 😅 Man, dear diary, I really mean it when I say that I can actually feel myself growing and becoming a lot bolder, a lot more confident due to having you to "talk to" and due to having so many eyes on me, reading about my slutty antics, and for that, I'm truly grateful 😊 And with that in mind, I must thank a certain daddy, @Hornedup86, for being the one who suggested I start this entire diary thing.
Any who, I got off track, sorry.
I had to go grocery shopping today, so I was dressed "appropriately", in nothing but a blue top (picture below), a skirt and a pair of laced panties. I'm somewhat surprised at how quick I adapted to the "no bra" lifestyle 😁
Said top.
(https://www.erome.com/a/zYoU2Cif)
Note: If you can't see it, please visit my profile, then "blogs" tab for the picture (or my albums).
Early in the day, I did realize that I didn't really have anything to write about/journal about/share with my readers as it really had been a boring day filled with work, gaming, chatting to my friends and edging, and so when I finished grabbing the stuffies I needed and noticed that I was standing in the line with a pretty hot cashier (he was probably in his 30s? Older than me for sure, but still looked somewhat young), I felt the urge to flash him. In all honesty, I would love to say that I flashed him because I wanted to see his reaction and earn his approving, lustful gaze, but in reality, that was just a small portion of the reason. I wanted to flash him because I simply wanted something to write about today 😅
I must have chickened out, mentally, at least 10 times 😅 when it was my turn, I still hadn't decided but as he was scanning my items, I internally said, "fuck it, it's now or never", and as I was leaning down slightly to bag my groceries, I pulled out my left breast, pretending/trying to play it off as my tits "had slipped out of my top" right before he turned to look at me and tell me the total cost. I don't know how convincing I was in playing off my "accident", but he stared at me and waited for me as I bagged my final item before I finally caught him staring at my tits, to which I looked down, pretending to just only realized, blushed, softly apologized for the "accident" and fixed my wardrobe malfunction before paying him and leaving.
Dear diary, unfortunately, all I can do is speculate as his reaction wasn't as 'noticeable' but I'd like to assume he'd enjoy the show 🙈 The only thing I did earn from him was both his gaze and a big smirk at the end. I'm taking the smirk as a win, as I haven't seen anyone smirk at me in years! Probably over half a decade.
The other unfortunate thing I failed to realize until my tits was actually out was that... I had flashed the entire line/everyone waiting in line behind me.. and probably everyone else who saw me 🙈 BIG oops 😅 I definitely noticed some other eyes on me after I had paid and it definitely made me miss having a dom/domme as if we were to publicly play like this, they'd most likely look out for me and make sure it was done safely rather than me failing to take things like that into account as I end up getting caught in the moment 😅
Overall, I am somewhat.. kinda proud of myself for being brave enough to flash someone without being instructed to do so or forced, but at the same time I am somewhat disappointed that I didn't get much of a reaction out of the cashier. I hope I did end up giving him a "nice" evening and help him end his hard day at work on a good note 🙈
Flashing someone by myself is definitely not as "fun" but I suspect that was because I was too nervous and embarrassed at the time to fully enjoy it. Like.. seriously.. my heart beat was racing and beating so fast, I thought I might have died 😆 Who knows dear diary, maybe if I flash more people in the future, I'll get use to it and can finally enjoy it to the fullest 🙈 I definitely do feel like I have broken the barrier and am a lot more opened to the notion of flashing strangers by myself but 🤷♀️ who knows, haha 😆 If I do flash someone in the future, I'll make sure to mention it/write about it to keep note of my progress.
To end off today's entry, I think I'll scale my diary entries from "daily updates, if possible" down to "when there's something that's exciting or note-worthy to write about". I kinda feel that it's unhealthy if I kept forcing myself to do stuffies just for an entry sake and I'm sure my readers wouldn't want to read a boring/lackluster entry, dear diary.
But yeah, that's it for today!
See you whenever, dear diary!
- Licks and kisses, Tia xx
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Responding to comments:
@TheBoone:
😳 I mean, you're not wrong Sir 😅
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Posted on : Jan 31, 2024
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Commented on Feb 4, 2024
That's extremely ot and a bit dangerous especially if there were any security cameras, that's the kind of things that found themselves online. I hope you often go to that store, so that you can see him again.
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Commented on Jan 31, 2024
Very hot!
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Commented on Jan 31, 2024
Miss Tiia I wish I'd have been the cashier at the grocery store where you shop as would have gotten your phone number and met up with you later so you could show me more of your hot body and fuck you senseless my horny lil fuck toy slut !! I'd also love too see pics of you flashing in public and hope you'll get to a point where flashing makes your pussy drenched and you have to rush home to finish the job !! Also thank you for posting pics of yourself as you're one cock stiffening lil hot fucktoy slut !!
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