Miss_Tiia's blog Profile | Galleries | Favorites | Fanbase | Clubs | Comments | Blog Dear Diary Entry #12: Creaming for an audience. Dear diary, It's me again ^^ Well, I ended up giving four guys across my balcony and a group of guys on the streets a show today 🙈 I had a reader PM me during one of the days where I was sick, suggesting a deliciously naughty idea as to how I can "make it up" to balcony-guy. Ever since I heard it, I've been dying to try it out but haven't had the chance to do so until tonight. The reader essentially suggested that I stick my dildo onto the glass pane of the balcony door and fuck myself stupid on it, giving balcony-guy a more "personal" viewing, and so.. that's what I did 😈 Sadly though, balcony-guy wasn't there tonight. Apartment-guy wasn't either. But when I saw that a group of guys were hanging out on their balcony, I just had to 😆 I couldn't pass up this opportunity to show the world them just what kind of a good little fucktoy I was 😇 So after mentally preparing myself, I grabbed my suction dildo, stuck it onto the glass pane of my sliding balcony door and proceeded to just masturbate. I did initially pretend to not notice them and just fuck myself silly, but after turning around and meeting their eyes twice (I kept checking because initially they weren't looking/didn't notice me), I gave up as having an audience just got to me and it wasn't too long before I was spreading my ass cheeks, with a butt plug in it 🙈 (I, more often than not, am wearing a small butt plug. It just keeps my horniness 'in check' as it offers some excitement throughout my day 😊) If I was to guess, I'd say it'd be a couple minutes in and I was getting really into it, with all four eyes locked onto me 🙈 before I soon realized there was an issue.. I was being too rough 😅 Granted, not as rough as I'd like, not even close. I tend to literally fuck myself as fast as I can when I masturbate, but the glass pane couldn't handle that much "bounce". The sheets was too large and I was soon worried about it potentially breaking. I did slow down a bit, being a bit more mindful, but.. that sorta ruined things for me. I was soon distracted, thinking of ways where I could "be on display" while fucking myself as.. honestly dear diary, I kinda wanted to make this way of masturbating into a more frequent thing. It was such a sexy way of "showing myself off" and I could 100% play it off as just a "girl masturbating" for anyone from across the apartment complex who happened to see me. I did eventually come up with the idea of using the glass pane out on the balcony instead as it's a lot thicker and smaller in size. Sooo.. that's what I did 🙈 Side-note dear diary, what is it with guys and their wolf-whistles? 😆 Don't get me wrong dear diary, I don't mind the show of appreciation or approval, but you hardly ever see a girl part taking in such behaviors 😆 Any who, yeah, that's what I was met with as soon as I stepped out on the balcony. Yes, I did turn bright red and shy away a bit, unable to even look in their direction 🙈 I kinda "ignored" them/didn't respond, just stuck the dildo onto the balcony glass pane and continued to fuck myself 😊 The air was still quite cold, so my nipples were painfully hard, but it wasn't as cold as the other night where I got sick afterwards (it was a warm day today) - no sneezing 😆 The four guys were.. 1000x more vocal than balcony-guy (and his friends) and apartment-guy. Yelling out things and telling me to spread my ass cheeks, to fuck my dildo harder, calling me a 'stupid slut' and asking for my number and "what my apartment number was" so that they could come over and fuck me instead (of using a dildo). Telling me things like how thick their cocks were and such. Not going to lie dear diary, it got to me BIG time 🙈🥵 I've never actually had anyone make such remarks towards me before 🙈 In said moment, I actually felt more like a little slut than I have ever felt before 🥰 Soon, thoughts like, "so this is what my true self looks like" and "so this is who I want to be" were running hrough my head 😅 I was just a fucktoy, built for the male viewing pleasure 😊 During one of those "vocal expressions", it somehow drew the attention of another group of guys walking down below on the city streets. I'm guessing they had a pleasant surprise when they looked up 😅 I wasn't sure how long they were there for, or how long it had been when they first noticed me, but I only noticed them when I looked back to the guys on the balcony that the group caught my attention. I'm.. embarrassed to admit it dear diary, but having such a crowd watch me masturbate - watch me fuck myself stupid with my dildo - it was the best feeling ever 🙈 I feel like, being an exhibitionist that I am, never truly understood the thrill and excitement of being an exhibitionist up until now. Never have I ever had this many eyes on me before and it's like... I get it. I get why exhibitionists like us love show ourselves off. It's such an.. exhilarating feeling 🤤 Granted, I am aware this is somewhat like a "drug" where if I was to do this often enough, these sensations will disappear and will become "the norm" for me, and I'll have to pursue even more "public" stuff to meet such a high again, but.. deep down, isn't that I what I want? I mean, I obviously fantasize about things like walking completely naked, in broad day light, down the street, sooo.. why can't that be me down the road? This was simply the first of many steps - of many adventures I have yet to have and take - as I explore and embrace my kinks and fetishes. And my lovely readers gets to tag along too! Getting to see this little slut slowly degrade herself and become the perfect toy that she dreams of becoming! 🥰 Sorry, I got side-tracked and rambled a bit there dear diary 😅 Any who, when I noticed the guys down on the street, I was hit with a mix of shyness (again) and excitement. I tried to "perform" for them as much as I could, following the group of guys on the balcony's comments and requests. It wasn't before long that when I looked back down onto the street, that I realized one of them had their phone out, obviously either recording me or taking pictures of me and well.. I just came on the spot 🙈 I was like "holy shit.. I'm one of those girls that I've seen getting fucked by some guy out on the balcony, being recorded from a distance on reddit!" and it honestly just did it for me 😂 I, thankfully, didn't embarrass myself by collapsing onto the balcony floor, but I did hold onto the railings for support 😅 In the moment, I low-key, feel like if I had squirted, it would have made for a better showing, but I would have probably died from said embarrassment if I did so 😆, so all they got was my body spasm uncontrollably as I came 🙈 Dear diary.. the clean up was a mess (literally and figuratively). A mess because you should have seen what was on the glass pane of the balcony. A dildo, completely covered in my WHITE CREAMY JUICES and said juices on the base of said dildo, leaking onto the glass pane and sliding down it. Like.. several streaks of my creamy pussy juice was.. 🙈🙈 🙈 🙈 🙈 I was so embarrassed once I snapped out of my orgasm as I looked at my dildo and noticed the mess. I was almost too embarrassed to clean it up. After I went back in to clean myself, I almost didn't want to come out 😆 But I was like, "you know what? fuck it" and..yeah 🙈 having to clean such a mess in such a state definitely caused me to feel extremely submissive. Just a naughty little fucking slut, being made to clean up her own girl cum 🙈 Luckily though, when I did come back out the group of guys down on the streets had already left, so all I had to deal with was the cheering and claps from the guys across the balcony. It's so embarrassing (and weird) being applauded for an orgasm 😅 But yeah. I couldn't meet their eyes (or even looked in their direction) as I wiped away my juices on the glass pane 😆 I went back in after having cleaned it and pretended that they weren't there. I was well aware of their presence throughout the entire night though and realized that they were still looking into my apartment but like.. what could I do?! I had no idea what else to do so that's why I pretended not to notice them and just go about my evening (writing up this entry and gaming). I do hope I didn't come across as being rude or anything like that.. But yeah.. that was what I was up to tonight. I was quite saddened by balcony-guy and apartment-guy missing the show, but I suspect this will become a regular thing for me so I am sure they'll be able to catch one of them in the near future 😈 Any who dear diary, that's it again for today's entry! See you soon! - Licks and kisses, Tia xx -- Responding to comments: @NoahWinzest: Hey! ^^ Thank you Sir, I'm glad to hear from you. Oh gosh, oh my.. I haven't written on my body in years!! It's definitely one of my kinks too (and a much better idea than writing on a piece of paper like what I had planned). Oh 😳.. that.. that's a fantasy that I haven't thought about in ages! 🙈 It truly reminds me why the hentai "Drop Out" is one of my favorite hentai series 🙈     Posted on : Jan 30, 2024     Add Comment TheBoone Comments: 16,251 Commented on Jan 30, 2024 U r a Real fuckmeat whore !!!! I 'd enjoy fucking u Too much and Too Hard !!!!