Dear diary,

It's me again.

I'm back! Thanks for all of those who wished that I'd get well soon and for those who expressed concerns about me potentially bimbo-fying myself 😅 (in comments and in PMs)
I'm..kinda surprised by how many readers out there like my natural proportions 🙈 Don't worry though, it's just strictly fantasy. I'm quite fond of my body myself 😉

I'm feeling a lot better, just general tired now. But, I figured I'd update you on last night's "shenanigans" 😊
Remember that one time, where I masturbated with the door to my apartment and bedroom opened, dear diary? Well, I think you'll be proud of me, I took it up a notch and people 100% saw me 😅
So uhm, I.. tied myself up, spread eagle 🤭

Stupid (and daring) I know, but I was ridiculously horny, so I was thinking with my clit. I picked early in the evening, on a Sunday, where there would be quite a bit of foot traffic on my floor. I prepared everything I needed, got dressed up in lingerie, summed up the courage, thought about how proud my readers would be of me embracing my slutty self again, and wam! Opened the front door, bolted back into my bedroom, left the door opened and started to.. slowly tied myself.. 🤣

It was during that moment, I was thinking to myself, "oh how nice it would if I had someone there with me to leave the doors opened once I tied up. Or even do the tying up" 😆 My legs/ankles were tied and I used a pair of cuffs for my wrists. I..also blindfolded myself (before I cuffed myself). I can't help it. I'm a chicken 🙈 I felt that if I saw whoever walked on by, I'd probably die from embarrassment and call it quits far earlier than I wanted.
Luckily, no one saw me as I tied myself to the bed, spread eagle for the world to see. I did place a pair of scissors in a reachable place this time. Just in case.

As I laid there, my mind racing through countless fantasies, I could literally feel my pussy juices leaking 🙈
My heart raced as well, thinking about just what kind of predicament I have left myself in. I mean, I was literally at the mercy of any one who walked by. They could watch me as close as they wanted, they could grope me or even fuck me! 🥵 (granted, the "fucking" bit was just a fantasy, but still hot!)

If I thought I was hypersensitive to everything outside my apartment the first time, I was 10x that this time around 😅
I was paying attention to every footstep, every door opening and closing, the elevator opening and closing - everything!

Sure enough, what felt like a couple minutes later, I felt a presence walk by my apartment. I'm not sure if they looked in or not (due to being blindfolded), but if they did, they didn't really stay and just walked on by. I'd assume they must have peeked in because it's only basic instincts to do so/natural curiousity. I know I certainly have whenever my neighbors left their doors opened.
But as soon as the first person walked by, it sorta.. got things going. Soon, it felt like the outside of my floor was quite busy with a lot foot traffic 😅

At that point I was just thinking to myself, "oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck" 😆 My heart was racing with every person walking by. Were they going to stay for a while longer to look? Maybe walk into my apartment for a closer look? It wasn't before long that I actually heard some reactions directed at me, in the form of a guy saying, "oh fuck, holy shit" before leaving 😂 I hope he enjoyed the view 😇

A large part of me was hoping and fantasizing about guys (or girls) being brave enough to actually walk in and take advantage of my predicament 🙈 Surprisingly, just people walking by was no longer enough 🙈 It was like I was on this exhibitionist-high.
Mentally and emotionally at that point in time, I actually might have been ok even with a guy standing on top of me/over me, jacking off his cock and cumming on my body 🙈
I started to fantasize and plan/come up with ideas of things like leaving a sign on my body saying "feel free to grope", "Cum on me. No fucking" the next time I do this 🥵

My mind did wonder a fair bit, but I was still hyper-aware of my surroundings. Wondering to things like "this really is dangerous to explore this kink alone" and, "I should bring my best friend next time I try something like this, just for safety. Especially if I'm planning on letting people grope me". But it also wonder to things like balcony-guy or apartment-guy seeing me in such a state and visiting me (not that they realistically can - security and all) 🙈 "Punishing" me by using my body for their own pleasure, all because I've been a relentless cock-tease to them. Being the fuel of countless of their degenerate fantasies, only to be able to physically act on it now and such 🥰

Sadly though, the entire night ended on a whimper as after quite a lengthy period of time, I heard the door to my apartment close shut 😆 At first, I was taken a back and was wondering if it was my door or the door to one of my neighbors, but after hearing muffled footsteps, I knew someone had closed my door for me 🤣 I wasn't sure who closed it or why, so I could only assume that it was because they thought I hand forgotten to close my door or something. Or that I had a partner with me and we were having some "sexy time" and just forgot to close the door 😅 During the entire un-cuffing and un-tying process, I was like "maybe I do live in too friendly of an apartment" 😆 I mean, like I said in the past, people/my neighbors often leave their doors opened too, and this is a fairly nice and safe place.

I did check to see if I had been robbed, etc. while I was blindfolded and bound, luckily, nothing had been stolen.

I ended the night with over 10 MUCH-needed orgasms with countless edges and a dripping wet pussy. I was a solid goonette for 3 hours last night 😈 Fantasizing and thinking about things like how countless people are now aware of the slut on their floor to trying to imagine just how many people saw me in such an exposed state to things like how many people are now going to keep an eye on me/my apartment room, anticipating, hoping, waiting for another glimpse of me 🙈 Like.. I'm going to be running into them quite often! And I'd have no idea if they've "seen" me or not 🙈 Gosh, it's going to be so much more deliciously embarrassing and thrilling, wondering and guessing. But yeah..had to change my bed sheets/do my laundry today 😅 But, yay for fresh-smelling sheets!

Any who dear diary, that's it for today's entry. I think it's safe to say that I'm feeling well enough to start blogging again sooo 😈

As small gift to all my readers who have been incredibly nice to me, wished me well and patiently waited for my return (in comments and in PMs), here's the lingerie I wore during this entire thing 🙈 (only..worn today/during the writing of this entry 😆 Legit took the picture a few minutes ago after I'm like, "this feels a tad lack-luster for my return.. wonder what I could do to give it a bit more.. "oomph"")

Hope you guys enjoy and approve of my.. ass-ets 😘

Any who dear diary, good to be back!
See you tomorrow!

- Licks and kisses, Tia xx