Dear diary,

It's me again.

I'm not entirely better but there are things that I sorta want to share and get off my chest. So a mini-updates of sorts! (Still recovering. Past two days have actually been non-stop naps. Getting better though. However, I've lost my voice from all the coughing).

Firstly.. I'm not going to lie, dear diary, I've missed this. I missed blogging about my slutty little shenanigans, and it's only been 1 day since I last wrote an entry too 😅 I guess, in a way, this is sort of a "release" for me, and may even be a bit therapeutic - sorta like my journaling. Just figured I'd note this/how I'm feeling down in my journey.

Secondly, I'm going to do it. I am going to make "no bras" a rule for whenever I'm heading out. As past readers of mine are well aware, I've been entertaining the idea of going fully bra-less for quite some time after that one trip out to the grocery stores and well.. I've always admired (and been turned on) by girls who have a lot more confidence than I do and are a lot braver, to go bra-less regardless. It's always been a "I wish I was like her" when I see a selfie or video of them outside, with their nipples shown through their tops. And well.. after speaking to a reader, they asked me what's something I've always wanted to try but never really had the courage to do so. Answering their message, it sorta triggered my mindset to just.. accept it, and well.. life is too short to only ever dream of such a lifestyle. Soo.. new rule for myself! 🙈 I will definitely have to re-think a small portion of my wardrobe though, because some of the outfits are.. well.. let's just say my tits would basically be popping out of my top at the slightest movement 😅 (and public nudity is sadly illegal over here).
After all, it is like one of my readers said, how else is anyone going to notice me or even desire me to the point where they'd have to masturbate once they get home, thinking about "that one slutty chick" who kept flashing and teasing them? 😇 And believe me, dear diary, when I say that such an idea.. turns me on big time 🥵🥵

Hehe, picturing guys and girls staring at my tits and nipples through my top. Unable to help themselves 🤤 Staring so hard, imagining me fully topless. And then when they go back home, I'd be the one fueling their fantasies. Maybe even hopes and desires to run into me in the future 😊
I wonder though.. if there'd be a scenario where a guy or girl would be bold enough to randomly, publicly grope me upon realizing and seeing the slut that I truly am 🙈 Like a guy saying to his friend, "fuck, look at that bitch, she's such a slut! Bet you 10 bucks I could walk up to her and grab her tits and she wouldn't do anything about it." 🥵Realistically unlikely, but FUCK! I'd probably cum on the spot, my knees buckling if they did 🙈

Lastly.. dear diary, interacting with my readers are.. definitely a blessing and a "curse". Blessing because, honestly, talking to them through private messages or through the comments below, it's emboldened me. It's caused me to do things which I normally wouldn't do. Like, if you had told me 2 weeks ago, I'd be going full-time braless? I'd probably be shying away big time! After all, fantasizing about it vs actually doing it are two completely different things. But now? I'm actually excited to see where this new self-imposed lifestyle takes me. It's actually making me happy.
A curse because.. I suspect this level of sluttiness will forever be the "lowest" for me. Like it can only go up from here. I can only get sluttier and sluttier as time goes on. Embracing my true self - my true desires. All at the encouragement of countless readers. Which, ultimately.. could lead to negative consequences 😅

My readers have actually been getting to me so much to where, last night, I actually fantasized about countless "nameless" one - sugar daddies - "funding" me and my dreams of becoming a bimbo. Having them pick out the fake tits that they actually want and getting them, maybe even fake lips - all kinds of body modifications. Essentially turning me into their own bimbo. And, the readers tagging along, watching me become and embrace the true fucktoy that I am as the years roll on by, hehe 🙈 But, that's just a (strictly) fantasy.

Any who dear diary, I've attached a picture of what me, bra-less, looks like. I hope my readers do "enjoy" themselves 🙈

As for a partial update, dear diary, balcony-guy and apartment-guy have seen me sick!! 😖 Gosh.. I hope I'm not an unsightly sight for them when I'm sick. They've been there sporadically, looking into my apartment throughout the day before and yesterday.
I wish I could "perform" for them, but all I've managed is measly masturbating like normal. Sigh. I'mma have to make it up for them after I get better! It wouldn't be right if I didn't!

But yeah, that's it for today's entry.

- Licks and kisses, a still recovering-yet-slightly-better, Tia xx