This is just something I think about a lot as a Pee Princess in training, because if one is laser focused on a fetish as I am people often want to make sense of it by putting it on a spectrum of dominance vs. submission.
I wonder why there is not more talk about subject/object or mind/body duality (or paradox) in discussions of sexual expression.
I began thinking this a lot because I've pretty much forever had a fantasy about being adopted by a Pee Princess "hoarder" who would make me into a pretty doll and I would live in her pee-smelling pissy house full of garbage and she will pee on me whenever she needs to go and then she might talk to me a little and put me back with the other precious things.
Now we hear the term "objectification" usually used in negative for obvious reasons like how people say "I am not just a number I am a person!" and that makes sense AND YET all things are objects. All things with boundaries or borders. And what is a body? Physical matter or a PIECE of matter that feels itself to be SEPARATE from the other objects. Of course that's not objectively true, but it is subjectively experienced. Now a "dominant" being may like to play with the notion of wielding power of "life and death" but I assure you the two biggest things that are not really real to the non-living perspective are life and time. Time is an object and there are really no individual obects, either.
But anyway
So internal and external is very very important to a living thing. To put food and water (or sunlight in the case of plant life) in and respire/excrete. And fear of death is fear of the borders dissolving. Total freedom in the biggest fear. All the advanced sex people know the freedom of surrender but limitless freedom is of course a paradox and becomes also limitless oppression in a way since it means total extinction of the individual personality and narrative experience unfolding in linear time.
So fetishism used to be called the "lowest" spirtuality (remember the word predates the mostly sexual connotation it has now and refers back to animism boradly and "magic objects") because it deals directly with matter and consciousness instead of looking at it one step removed through the use of metaphor or parable and the like.
So I say a bedwetter Pee Princess coven of animist peegirls would be the most advanced and it makes my fantasy make sense to me. I think if one brings in sadism to the equation it can lead to terrifying violence and that is why I insist on peaceful Pee Princesses being the core and all boys must attempt to become pee-girls there should be no males at all, or not how we think of them now. Girldicks can be ok but estrogen in girl's pee should be consumed by the gallon to help train them to be good peegirls and brave enough to show kindness to all living beings and spirits.
The ony other thing i will say is that there is a Pee Princess photographer who develops her film using her own sacred precious urine and these photographs have spirit imprint that can be seen and it comes from chronic bedwetting where one is a lifetime bedwetter. It also helps to be hypnotized by fire flame and smoke but that is another topic for another day thank you for reading please pee the bed and sleep in the pee and be safe and pretty.
This year I need more comments and stories on my pictures I work hard to put up pictures but how am I supposed to be inspired to make new peegirl artworks if no one even says they were proud of me even though I peed the bed almost every day of 2000 & 24 so far.
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