Dear diary,
It's me.
If yesterday was tamed then today was boring 😂
Honestly, I'd consider today just an "every other day". My several masturbation sessions though was a tad more interesting as I did something I normally wouldn't do, so that's what I'll journal about today.
I dusted off and broke out several BDSM-related toys today. Which I rarely touched.
My ex and I had bought said toys waaaay back (when I was just a 23 year old youngin). I'm not sure why I actually broke open the old toy box because I'm normally the kind of girl who'd just.. masturbate, maybe edge, orgasm and then move on 😆 I'm guessing it's just a result of me being hornier and more degenerate than usual due to these entries 🙈
I usually only part take in BDSM-related sessions when there's another partner with me rather than solo, but today, my paddle and ropes came out to play.
Taking out the toys, it definitely brought back a lot of old memories and.. reminded me of how naive I was, because looking at the toys, all I could think about was "these are so flimsy" and "what was young Tia doing?" 🤣 I definitely need to "update/upgrade" my toy set.
Any who, with paddle, ropes and cuffs (and vibrator) in hand, I climbed onto my bed and got into position; on all fours.
Dear diary, I think my readers have gotten to me, not just the ones who comment either but those who don't either because I started to fantasize about countless anonymous eyes on me, at the edge of my bed. Watching me. Staring at me. I actually blushed, dear diary.
I lifted up my paddle and brought it down onto my thick ass. And again and again. Spank after spank. 4 spanks in, I was quickly reminded of just what kind of monster this paddle was. How disgustingly yet deliciously painful this paddle was. Seriously. This was a solid piece of acrylic with metal bolts on it, for "added sensation".
I attached an image of the paddle below (along with my other toys) for you, my readers, viewing.
Paddle in question
(https://www.erome.com/a/XC6bhsLl)
Toy Collection
(https://www.erome.com/a/Uh9MGwMm)
Edit: Just realized that pictures don't show up on the "blogs" front page. Please visit my profile, then "blogs" tab for the pictures (or my albums).
10 spanks in, on each ass cheek, I was dying. Normally I would have stopped at this point put, I just kept going. Fantasizing about my readers watching me squirm in agony, one even grabbed the paddle and kept spanking me, ignoring my plea for mercy, for them to stop.
It took a few more spanks before I became absent minded, collapsed onto the bed due to the pain sapping my strength, with my ass sticking up in the air, experiencing my first submissive high in over half a decade. It wasn't until I reached roughly (estimation) 50 spanks (100 spanks in total) that I was brought back to reality upon realizing that I had far surpassed my all-time high for number of self-inflected spanks.
I was literally drooling on my bed sheets when I snapped out of it. I was such a mixed bag, still fantasizing about my readers just standing there, staring at me and my holes degradingly, proud after realizing I had beaten my old record and realizing what kind of predicament I would be in tomorrow after feeling the intense and overwhelming painful sting on my ass cheeks (bruising). I stayed there, my ass up in the air, for a solid couple of minutes, recovering and pulling myself together.
After that I sat on my bed.. I had to stand 😅 (too painful to sit), undid the bundles of rope, tied my ankles and cuffed my left wrist onto the bed. I was kinda surprised that I still remembered how to tie myself up as I thought that I would have long forgotten how to do so after so many years (was big into self-bondage back then).
Turned on my vibrator and inserted it into my pussy, my panties holding it firmly (and painfully) in place. Lots of squirming, whimpering and moaning later, paired with struggling to cuff my other wrist onto my bed, I was soon laying there, spread eagle with my vibrator deep deep DEEP inside of me 🙈
Initially, it was a mixed bag of sensation too as occasionally, I'd experience the painful sensation of my ass cheeks rubbing onto my bed sheets the wrong way along side the pleasures of my vibrator (on high) inside of me with it sometimes reaching in too deep and hurting me. I tried to wiggle and squirm my panties down a bit so there wasn't that much pressure holding the vibrator in place but failed.
However, a couple minutes later.. it was honestly all pleasure. Deliciously (forced) pleasure 🤤
I had forgotten just what kind of a turn on it was, to be spread like this (spread eagle is actually one of my favorite positions 🙈).
It didn't take long before mentally, my readers was back with me. They were there, looking down at me. Some fully clothed, some partially. Some were white, some black. Some where looking at me degradingly, some were filled with lustful stares. Some were paired with normal sized cock, some blessed with thick, fat, unrealistically big cocks to where, if it was placed onto my 5 foot frame, it'd reach my chest.
My mind also incorporated my window-admirer into the mix, watching me from his balcony. Sadly though, he wasn't there.
Soon, I was squirming again, whimpering and moaning desperately. Pathetically. Fantasizing about my readers cumming on my body. Using my body in all sorts of manner, from rubbing their cocks against the feet/the heels of my feet to forcing me give them a hand job, one on each side of me, to one fucking my throat pussy, to the ripping of my panties, removing my vibrator and taking turns, having their way with me. Fucking me without a care in the world. Destroying my tight pussy and virgin ass hole. Filling me with cum 🥵
All of those mental images quickly combined with one another and soon, it was all happening all at once. Any kind of fuckable bit of my body was being used in some way or another. Even my hair was wrapped around a cock, being used 🙈
Dear diary.. I'm normally not one to fantasize about a gangbang/bukkake or even several partners (usually 3 at most, or if there are multiple people, it'd be a few at a time), but this fantasy turned me on so much, it wasn't even funny 🙈 I'm actually secretly embarrassed.
Four orgasms in, both my panties and bed sheets were soaked in my pussy juice, fantasizing about being forced and made to cum over and over by my readers, for their own viewing pleasure. Taking pleasure in my desperate pleas to stop, begging them. Turning into a drooling, babbling little fucktoy.
So, I was laying there in my own juices, a delirious mess before I discovered what I had done/an "uh-oh" moment after trying to uncuff myself 😅 It took so long that I was forced to have a fifth orgasm by the time I managed to uncuff my right hand 🙈 Not going to lie, it was ridiculously hot being forced to have an orgasm like that, but.. I'm definitely not forgetting my safety scissors next time around 😂.. if there is a next time that is.
But yeah, heh..😅 First thing I did uncuffing me was taking out that torturous vibrator outside of me and proceeded to slowly untie myself before packing it all up.
Annd.. well, yeah. Heh, that's what I wanted to write about today dear diary. Not as exciting as my previous days as it's just me journalling about my masturbation session, but it's better than nothing I guess 😊
Any who dear diary, talk to you next time!
- Licks and kisses, Tia xx
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Responding to comments:
@A_Master:
Thanks, master ^^ I'm glad you enjoyed the snippet into my everyday life 🙈
Of course, master! Probably couldn't stop myself from fantasizing about such scenario if I tried anyways, master 😅
And hopefully! Hehe 😊
@Flatulenz:
Thank you Sir ^^
@Slutposter68:
Haha, ok. I'll keep that in mind, Sir.
@bipeachlvr:
I was thinking just that. I just wasn't sure everyone would like it.
@scudtwo:
Kaayy ^^ I'll keep that in mind, Sir.
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