I've taken a break from cunts.

Perhaps for good. Like a lot of guys, as I've aged, I've realised that the purest, dirtiest, most joyous form of fucking is when a man delights in another man's sexy body. I'm 60+ and I've still got a body and cock to be proud of and I'm still able to seduce and satisfy barely legal young lovers, both male and female, I can see that my decline is iminent. I must now find the truth and beauty of the male body and, in particular, the delights of the anus and the rectum.

I have also fallen deeply and passionately for a junkie CD... A perfect test for my brittle sexuality... Will my sexuality crash and burn if I fail with him? Will I be left a broken old man? Will I be the ice man at last broken and sobbing in defeat?...  

Not yet.

Hi R... I worship you... I am your slave... 

Another dirty love letter. Have you got semen stains on your body? Is your sexy little anus sore and gaping open? Did one of your more brutal clients shove a wad of money up your slack shit hole? Does he like to degrade you? Does he make you feel dirty? Is he your favourite client? Does humiliation excite you? Do you like seeing your delicious boy filth on the money?

He might feel superior but you have the money... You love selling your body... You have contempt for your clients... And me... You love only money and the gear that makes life special... We both love the syringe...

At first you were afraid of me and you were like a weak little girl... Did you almost cry that first night? Later it was hot hearing you cry on the phone... My cock was stiff...

I don't cry because I'm a sexual athlete and I live with pride in my manhood... My cock and my balls are my life... They are the core of my being... And I love displaying them... In my sex club I am thought of as an ice man...  I have never lost a cock fight and I love making my opponents cry as I twist their balls and display their defeated flaccid cocks...

And now I'm in love with you in the most perverted way possible... I've held back time... I'm over 60, but my body is that of a tanned beach stud in his 30s and my cut cock is so gorgeous...

Do you remember how hot I am?... Even though you are jaded and soiled something in you wants me... I've seen that... But time is running out.... I must have you when my sexuality is still in its last glorious flowering... While my semen is still potent and rich and my fit body matches that of a young man... Your body is my test... Am I still man enough to make love to you completely and without weakness... Then, as we lie on your shameless prostitute's bed, and we are both covered in sweat and our gorgeous cocks are soiled we will speak of love

amidst the sweat, the shit, the degradation...

Love me babe... Destroy me if you must... But love me... I'm begging you...

M xx