True story of how I first got fat shamed and degraded, 

Had just got off work and still in my scrubs, my new bottoms were too tight and hugged my fat ass way too much for my liking, I ran to Walmart to pick up a few things, this was in August of 2000, was hot and I wasn't paying any attention to my surroundings at first, was in the produce and grabbed some apples and when putting them in the plastic bag I dropped one,bent over to pick it up and herd laughing and mumbling behind me, when I looked up I saw 6 college age black boys/ young men and they were all pointing at my ass and laughing and holding their dicks! I was pissed at first, but just walked away, but they followed me and kept getting closer and never took their eyes off me ! 

I heard something about my huge fat ass needs whipped hard !

I wouldn't look back for the longest, they were with in five feet of me and telling me how fat I was, how my tits probably hung to the floor, how my belly should be punched, for some reason I spun around and was looking them in the face, they all told me that they wanted to rape my fat body and make me pregnant, told me I made them hard because they want to hurt me, I froze and was listening to them tell me how they would take me somewhere and gang rape me for days, they said they would ruin my pussy and ass so that my husband would never be able to get off in me again, I don't know how long I stood there listening to things I never heard said to me in my life, then they said watch your back bitch,we will find you when we want to use you, and they were grabbing their dicks, and then I looked down and stopped breathing when I Saw the outline in their shorts,all of them were at least twice what my husband is,

Then they walked away and I didn't see where they went, I started to walk and noticed I was so wet My pants looked like I peed myself, going home was a blur, don't even remember driving home,was thinking about every name they called me and the things they said they were going to do to me with such seriousness, I just knew it was going to happen, I told my husband about all the names they called me and some of the things they said, 

He said it was just some horny college kids wanting to scare me and act grown,

I went back three days in a row and never saw them again, but everytime I saw a group of black men after that I would get wet and wondered if they thought the same as the college guys did, 

From then on I love to be fat shamed and degraded, called names and be told how my worthless body should be used and abused, 

Seeing strangers jacking off on my pictures while they call me names and tell me what they want to do to me as they cum on my pictures is such a turn on, always wanted to see them again just to ask if it was just a prank