Hello all! I'm taking a break from my daily chores to post some general info about my current ownership to my Mistress in case anyone was curious. I won't get into personal details, but will answer some questions people might have.
Does your ex-girlfriend know her mother owns you?
Nope. None of her family visit her house, she always visits them while I stay at home. She is divorced and lived alone until I started serving her. Although, she has mentioned a few times that if she did meet someone and he knew about our arangement and moved in, I would have to serve him as well, and call him "Sir" and all that. For me, this would be utterly humiliating beyond belief... but if it's what she wants, I have no say in the matter.
Does your Mistress train your ass?
Short answer is no. She isn't interested in me sexually, to put it simply. She is interested in making me totally subservient to her, by controlling me through strictly enforced chastity, forced feminisation (which is really called "petticoating"), and corporal punishments for failing to do my duties. So she exploits my overwhelming attraction and devotion to her for her own gain. She knows I love to worship her as the Goddess she is. Chastity marks me as under her ownership, and makes me want to please her for the slim chance of being rewarded. The petticoating, housework, and tending to her every need reinforces the fact that I am owned by her.
One time though, she had some drinks and decided to make me try to lick and suck her dildo in front of her. It was very embarrassing for me, but it amused her very much, so I was happy.
Are you ever let out of chastity?
I am unlocked every Sunday evening so that I can shower under her supervision and clean myself thoroughly, before being locked back up immediately when I get out. She usually stands by the shower and watches closely to make sure I'm not "gratifying myself" so to speak. Pleasuring myself without her permission is probably the number one strictest rule, which is why I'm locked in chastity full time. The second worst is asking or begging to be unlocked from chastity. She absolutely hates that! I am very rarely allowed out of chastity for a night, but I must lock myself back up and give her the keys first thing the following morning. I do use that time to enjoy a few well-earned releases! But I'm always exhausted the next day, and it doesn't take long before I want to be released again.
What chastity cage do you wear?
My Mistress has bought all of my cages, and I don't know from where so I can't order a backup key. The cage I'm in now I would describe as a flat metal cage, and it has holes where spikes can be screwed in if I misbehave, although luckily none are in right now.
Were you into chastity before?
I was into chastity play but my Mistress's daughter wasn't. I've always loved being a sub, which is why I loved cleaning for my now Mistress after her daughter broke up with me. I thought she was a Goddess even back then. When I was caught sniffing her panties while I was supposed to be cleaning way back when I first started serving her, she insisted that I be locked in chastity, and I immediately complied, knowing that it was only going to get better from there .
Does she use you for her pleasure?
As much as I am desperate for her to, no, she doesn't. The only thing I'm allowed to do is massage her feet and tell her how beautiful they are, because she loves having her feet rubbed. I sometimes have to put polish on her toenails. But besides that, I am completely denied any sexual contact. I've never even seen her naked.
Does she cuckold you?
She has been on a few dates before and left me at home, and I do get very very jealous, horny, and frustrated imagining her having sex, but it's not really a part of our arrangement. Occasionally, she has teased me with the fact that I probably wish I could watch her sleep with one of her dates. I get very excited by the idea of having to clean her pussy and ass with my tongue after a date, but I don't think that's ever going to happen. She has also commented on my clitty's size before, and said that even her ex-husband had a much bigger cock than me, and it would never even fit in the cage I'm in. She said she would "never have gone for that" when she was my age. That was really humiliating for me
Does she ever unlock you for teasing / edging?
She used to every once in a while, back when I first started serving her, as a form of punishment. She would tie me down and unlock me and tease my aching clitty with a small vibrator bullet, sometimes for up to an hour, before locking me back up with very sore blue balls. She stopped for a few reasons. The problem was that it was such torture for me, that as I would be working after an edging session, sometimes I would just pre-maturely ejaculate in my panties randomly. She got so tired of punishing me for it, that she decided it would be better if I was just locked up and never touched. The other was the fact that it took me forever to get soft enough to put the cage back on, which annoyed her, because it wasted time.
Does she make you serve her friends?
She's only told one other person about me, the wife of a friend of her ex-husband's. She knows our arrangement, and she came over once. She asked me about myself as I served them both tea, but I was ordered not to disclose that I used to date her daughter. I told her I was a maid by trade, and I felt the most comfortable dressed as I was. She doesn't know about my chastity cage, and mostly they both just ignored me. I hoped maybe I would be ordered to massage both of their feet, but sadly not. Still, it was exciting serving two elegant, mature, and sophisticated ladies, even if it was only refilling their drinks.
Are you going to be trained to suck cock to make her money?
My Mistress already makes a lot of money in a senior position in her job. She hasn't mentioned doing this, but I don't really know. I hope not, because I'm straight, and that would be really degrading. But if she demanded it, I would have to just do it. But like I said, if she had a new boyfriend who moved in, I would have to do anything he said, which is a terrifying thought! Luckily, I don't think she's looking for a long term relationship.
Do you have any freedom at all!?
Sure, besides my daily chores and routines I can do what I like. But what I like more than anything is pleasing my Mistress! I do leave the house to go shopping for her. I tend to dress very modestly for this to not attract any attention. The only thing is that all of my money became hers when I went into servitude under her. But I can buy things for myself as long as I have her approval, which is most of the time. The only things off limits are any kind of sex toys or male clothes.
Do you regret this lifestyle?
There are days that are extremely difficult. There are times where I have my head in my hands, wishing I wasn't kept in a chastity cage, or forced to wear skirts, or forced to walk around the house in heels. There are times I want to worship my Mistress's perfect mature body, but I'm forbidden from doing so. There are times a sex scene between a young couple comes on TV, around my age, and I get jealous, frustrated, sad, wishing I could have sex like that again. After spending sometimes eight weeks without an orgasm of any kind, I do sometimes think I would do anything to be released.
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