….And there I was, a little sissy, my hands with red nails threatening to scratch the window where I was leaning, kneeling on top of the bed, while that huge man opened my ass and pushed his tongue against my hole, stimulating sighs and delirious moans of pleasure from me, all delicate, skinny, femboy, looking like a real girl, red nails, red lipstick highlighting my suntanned skin, long straight hair, wearing only one of his t-shirts that looked more like a dress on my body due to the difference in size, I was feeling awesome and it was perfect for my fem feeling.

And how did I get here? Okay, let's get to the story.

Anyone who has read my previous pages knows well what Lulu secret is, what my secret was, a boy who liked to dress as a girl, who always liked to be addressed by the feminine pronoun, who had his first experiences with other boys, but the deep secret is because my family, beside my mother and sister, were a bunch of racists and homophobes and it was unthinkable for me to reveal my inner secret, as long as I wanted to have a roof over my head and food on the table.

But anyone who follows what I write also knows that there were disappointments, first Pedro, who started to pretend that nothing had happened and then Hugo, who set a trap for me to have sex with one of the older boys, after he deflowered me. When I found out (this page is to be published in the future), I simply left him, with some regret for his beautiful cock I must say, deciding however not to look him in the face anymore.

It lasted although less than a month and we were already talking (and fucking ) again, it was me, César, Pedro and Hugo at Pedro's house, with that I made two boys with whom I would have sex again, (at least in my head, Hugo and Pedro) and César, who just thinking about how hard he grabbed and fucked me the first time left me with goosebumps and my sissy cunt quivering with lust.

Despite being disappointed with both of them, they used me as a sex toy, the truth is that these three friends, Hugo, Pedro and César, were the only ones who knew my secret, I felt free around them, they used the feminine pronoun to talk to me, they didn't mind me being dressed like a girl around them, lipstick, earrings, feminine clothes, or at least unisex, they didn't care, so I wasn't going to lose these friendships even though they were jerks many times to me.

There's the fact that our mothers were friends, so I also couldn't avoid Hugo all the time, he frequented my house, as much as I frequented his, I also knew that he would never admit to being wrong and that he probably had his own version of how it had happened.

We were playing video games at Pedro's house, when César commented that he knew that one of us had had sex with Fred, I was embarrassed at the time and Pedro soon brought my name into the conversation, to which César replied that it wasn't me and Hugo, I looked at him confused, I looked at Hugo, until then I didn't know that he had had sex with Fred

He said right away that it wasn't him but me who had sex with Fred and that he was with us that day, I looked at him furiously, he continued to insist that he was there and said that it was my choice, saying that he and Fred were going to fight... I threw a pillow at him and left the room furiously... I don't know how the conversation continued, when I passed by again, I was already in boy's clothes, going to my house, without wanting to hear anything the boys were saying, neither jokes nor apologies, I was hurt again.

I left there very angry, I was going out at night, I didn't want to stress myself... I left and went to Lilian's house, my other refuge, even more so than with the boys, Lilian was my mentor at that point, she knew how to make me look like a princess, at that point I already knew she was a trans woman, doing for me what she wanted someone to have done for her one day.

At Lilian’s house I was quite upset, but over time she calmed me down by talking to me, little by little she was already laughing, wearing makeup, wearing a pair of denim shorts, not too revealing so as not to look the bulge in the front, but still feminine with her little ass well stressed, a loose t-shirt completed, making a beauty with it.

At a certain point she asks why I don't take advantage of the makeup and clothes to go dancing, I'm already all dressed up and that can make me relax... And of course, I accepted that and so, after researching a little, we find a safe nightclub. So I can go riding and have fun, in the city center.

And that's how I got into this newest adventure... Sorry to delay so much, but I had to tell you how I got here...

I was in the nightclub made up of several rooms, the bar with two rooms and two balconies, as well as an addition to a pool table, on the other side of the dance floor, there was funk playing in the clothes already described:

I was with a women's shorts that didn't show the bulge, (however tiny) in the front, but in the back, the shorts emphasized my round butt, a knee-high socks, a women's sandals with a 3” heel to give me a few more centimeters of height, my nails and my lips painted red, in my ears were a clip earring that had a little gold square on the end of a chain, my long, straight hair was tied up in a high ponytail, leaving my long neck exposed.

I was aware that was attracting attention, and I knew it, especially the way I dropped to the floor and then stuck giggling my ass out. The atmosphere had everything, straights and LGBTs, blacks and whites, it was a very underground place, the majority were alternative, there were some boys so cute and androgynous that they left me speechless, there were some men so hot that they left me wet and excited, but I also had my charm and that's why he approached me.

He was a strong, big guy, his tight t-shirt outlined his chest, his big arms, they seemed capable of breaking me in half if he wanted, his strong legs were covered by tight pants, which made him look very hot and had a good bulge. He spoke up, saying with a smile that it wasn't just his arms and legs that were big, I was skinny on his arms, he started dancing with me and I smiled, encouraging him, I continued dancing, he was next to me shaking my ass, almost touching, I smiled, our game continued for almost three whole songs, finally I signal that I was tired and want something to drink, leave the dance floor with him behind me.

He press to my back when I lean (on purpose) over the counter to order a drink, I feel the volume deliberately fit into my open area shaped by my shorts, I shudder totally, I get goose bumps, I turn around looking at him.

— Sorry, kitten, I didn't mean to.

I blush all over the way he talked, but the chill in my spine makes me alert with the word “kitten”, I feel like I need to say what I need to say to avoid misunderstandings and for him to know right away, before he gets mad at me when he finds out.

— Okay... But I'm a boy.

He stares at me for a while, I take my drink and walk away from the balcony... The guy is hot, I thought, but if he's looking for a woman he'd better let go soon, after all, I don't want that kind of mix-up and I'm afraid of him finding out and get violent with me.

At least that's what I thought, because he stuck to me with his own glass of drink, already taking a cigarette to smoke, he stuck to my body as before, from behind, enveloping me completely and easily with his strong arms, I sigh, releasing the air from my lungs, that was exciting, that was turning me on, he obviously knew what he wanted and I wanted it too.

— It's serious, even though you're a boy, you're so... Delicate.

— Thank you If you don’t mind… I prefer you to treat me like a girl.

He laughs and lift the glass for a toast, I smile and accept.

— You're cute too.

I blush...

— Seriously, girl... I'm dying to mess with that ass of yours, you know.

He says this bluntly and I turn red and awkwardly take a sip of the drink, all blush bend down my head to hide my confusion, he offers me the cigarette and I accept, taking a drag awkwardly...

— I said something wrong... If I said it, I'm sorry.

I smile awkwardly and shake my head.

— I just didn't expect you to be so direct.

— And I can't stand not being direct anymore.

I laugh…

- I will think about it.

I respond and as I was leaving to put my glass on the table, I bend down, sticking my ass up to him once again, he grabs me by the arm and pulls me in for a kiss, I'm all flush, trembling very excited and of course he notices...

We spent the rest of the night flirting, he respected the no touching rule, and I swayed and swayed, the more he flirted, telling me what he would like to do to me, the more I teased, the more my butt touched his crotch while I shake my ass dancing for him, showing that he also enjoyed the game, his kisses were breathtaking, wet and lively, mine followed the fire I was fueling.

I was still undecided whether I wanted to give it to him… I still had a lot of Fred, Pedro and a lot of Hugo and all my favorite fuckers in my head. But throughout the night I was able to think well, I gradually digested all the issues that bothered me while receiving attention from him, having that handsome, big man, obviously a gym rat giving me attention, made me look at myself as I still was feeling girlish and teasing him learning to be treated as a girl.

In the way for my apartment in the Uber, his kisses became more and more hot I …fuck, I melted in his arms and tought;

In the end, the conclusion was a big “fuck you”... Fuck it if Pedro was ashamed of having had sex with a boy and needed to pretend that it never happened, fuck it if Hugo was ashamed of having sex with a boy and hid it simple fact, spreading the story that I gave my sissycunt, since he was the one who set it all up, fuck it... I came and I came a lot in both situations and if they were going to be ashamed of that I wouldn't, I wouldn't live ashamed of liking others boys. 

He plays a little with his finger, driving me crazy, hot, delicious, threatening to burn my ass from the inside when I can't take it anymore and speak at once.

— Eat me as soon as I can’t take it anymore…..

I hear a restrained chuckle and then he grabs me by the hair, bringing his lips closer to my ear.

— I was just waiting for you to ask for my hot little girl…

I see him take the condom and give it to my hand...

— Put it on me, darling…

He does it on purpose, so I can see that it's an extra-large condom, for an extra-large dick, I'm drunk, I'm excited, I'm going to have this dick inside me, of course what I should have thought was, “I'm fucked” ... But, at that moment, even if that crossed my mind, I wouldn't go back, here in his room, wearing only a t-shirt, with makeup, nail polish, lipstick and earrings, he completely naked, I wouldn't have to come back, the time to rethink is gone few hours behind.

— Ok... take care... Please.

I whisper softly as I put the condom on his member... Tah, let's agree on something, that wasn't a simple member, I would define it as THE member     ... So I put the condom on Mr. Fuck and since I am in the rain it's time to get wet , I didn't just put the condom on, I put it in my mouth, like a whore do, I slowly went down unrolling it with my lips, pushing my mouth carefully, pushing it with my mouth and listening to his moan while my little teenage mouth was swallowing Mr. Cock that obviously didn't fit at all.

I move back and forth delicately and with the way I was taught, pressing my lips together carefully avoiding my teeth, using my tongue to massage the inside of his cock already in my mouth, listening to the moans that encourage me, when he holds me by the shoulders and pulls me, making me puting down my popsicle.

— Enough naughty girl, I want that delicious ass stuck on the tip of that dick.

He says this and turns me back to the position I was in, kneeling on the bed, hands on the window, looking at the street and the city night, while he positions himself behind me, I feel more lubricant on my ass, looking back, I notice him generously lubricating Mr. Cock and giving him a light handjob to make it as hard as possible.

After that he positioned himself better between my spread legs and so I back my ass to him, I looked at the glass seeing the reflection of my girlish face, diffuse, but still visible, the red nails on my hands resting on the glass, the red lipstick, I smiled to myself thinking I was beautiful, finding the perfect girl to serve, and then Mr. Cock brings me back to reality.

He pushes the massive member and I feel my body not opening, I almost feel like I'm being lifted on the tip of his dick and it hurts so much that I try to get up myself, but two strong hands hold me around the waist and force me harder, my ass gives in, relaxed by the fingers, lubricated with the gel, of course my ass was going to give in, even though it was tearing me apart, my body was going to give in as it did and that opened me up, I let out a loud scream of “aieeee”, of course it was louder than I imagined, that was also more thicker than I had estimated and it was hurting more than I imagined, I soon felt a stinging slap on my ass, making me scream again.

— That little slut is going to bother the neighbors.

— It hurts… it hurts, it hurts… Daddy it hurts so much…please take care…

I kept complaining again and again while he gently moved and pressing his mushroom head to my ass, I was able to moan very softly, but it was already much lower, a normal voice perhaps, I just couldn't moan in sighs, not with Mr. Cock tying me like that. Anyway, even though it hurt a lot and I opened a lot, I stuck my ass up like a good masochistic submissive, even though I knew I couldn't take it...

— Calm down, puppy, we both know what you want and that you like it.

He kept repeating this with the certainty and conviction of someone who has already pulled a lot of other asses and I was there feeling the strongest pain of my life, shaking all over, with tears flowing, trying to cope with that situation, but I was already starting to feel the chill running down my spine, the shiver, the sheer lust of being submissive.

The body of someone who is really starting to get used to it and enjoy the back and forth with his head inside my ass.

I was going to respond and ask him to go gently, carefully, but he holds me tighter, with one arm around my belly, the other hand over my mouth to silence my scream and with these two arms positioned he pulls me back and pushes me forward, I swear I regretted being born, I swear I didn't see anything, it was like a white light, blind with pain as it tore me apart inside, I swear I gave a scream so loud and so strong that I felt my my throat burned, despite his hand pressing tightly against my mouth and the scream was muffled.

I feel the infinite torture, there were several centimeters entering my sissy cunt that seemed like years, but the head entered all at once, with a single movement the humongous cock slide to the bottom slowly because my body resisted, because my body fought the lost battle until the last second, when I feel that he was buried to his groin, he let me go and took his hand away from my mouth, I was crying and in tears, but I also had nowhere to go, sticking to Mr. Cock.

I look back, hurt, then I look forward and see my face reflected in the glass, the crying face, the tears running down staining the makeup, the lips trembling with pain, the whole body shaking with pain, the breathing like a hurried bitch … I see my reflection and I feel my ass give a sharp squeeze, all of this awakens something in my belly, a fire, that comes from deep within the submissive masochist that I am, as a teenager with a huge cock in my ass, smile to myself, a smile of pure excitement of what I felt, and felt knowing that it's not over yet.

That smile was about the sharp pain every time he pulsed, about the sharp pain, every time he moved without removing, every tear that flowed from my eyes, the pain of feeling something that size burying itself deep down, where I never felt anything , nothing has ever gone so deep into the intestine until I feel the pressure inside my body and that makes me very desperately excited.

Despite everything, this eternity had very little time, the time he caressed my hair, the time he whispered “that everything was okay now”, “that everything had already entered”, “that I could handle more than older women” , “that he couldn’t take it anymore and he was going to cum soon, I needed to hold on just a little bit”, phrases that I only started to hear after the smile, after I started to like it, I roll over and feel the sharp pain that makes me blink , squinting my eyes and leaning my forehead against the window.

But for him, the attempt at rolling around was a sign that his bitch was ready to endure until the end, for him I had really accepted my fate, of being all wrapped up in the next few hours in a way I never dreamed of in my life and would never could have imagined before it passed through your hands.

— That's it, my little Indian. Now you just have to hold on until the end.

And the smile disappears from my face when he starts to move…

At first he is pulling it out, pulling slowly and carefully, it is impossible not to let out a loud oh, the pain is intense and sharp, he is tearing my ass and he knows it, I feel the tears flowing I see my face in pain in the reflection, my nails red balls scratching the glass, leaving no marks but still trying, for what seemed like an eternity with that log coming out of my ass, “how did it fit so much”, was my thought, because it hurt so much that it seemed three times as deep as it was. who entered.

I breathed a sigh of relief when it reached the head…

— It takes away… takes away…

I begged… But instead he pushed again, a new “AI”, loud, but not a scream, just a loud moan…

— Hold on, bitch…

He said that and immediately repeated the movement, making me moan loudly again and a third time, fourth, tenth, twentieth... I don't know when it stopped hurting, when my body stopped fighting against that log that seemed to go as deep as never before. I felt nothing inside me, which seemed to open me up like I had never imagined, if that were possible... But eventually it happened, eventually my body stopped fighting, my folds relaxed, giving up, bursting and widening and I began to feel pleasure with the coming and going of that log in my ass.

I was moaning with pleasure and that made him get excited, he didn't thrust it too hard or too fast at any point, he didn't need it to make me moan and he also didn't seem to want to hurt me, he seemed to be concentrating on making me cum trying carefully to make me enjoy the experience, but that was a real log, but now it was getting nice to be hurt by it, my masochistic side coming out with force, shaking all over with Mr. Cock in my ass and I came really nice with it. That was subtle, it was a pleasant sensation, but it was largely overshadowed by the pain I felt, but I still wanted more.

— Hit…

I whisper and he doesn't wait, I get a slap on the ass that makes everything burn, I squirm with the slap and as I squirm I feel my ass squeezing that log, giving a sharp stab of pain, my insides being forced to open as it invades me, moaning loudly, giving a louder moan, but I hear his loud moan when he is squeezed too, he holds my ass open and inserts it up to the shaft, starting the back and forth more intense, although still careful with my body, the hot gel enhancing the feeling of being raw, everything burning inside.

Trembling all over, I look at the window at the city lights, but I also see my reflection, my face of pain and pleasure, the red lips, the watering eyes, the red nails that scratch the window without scratching anything, just the clenched fingers I I feel a strong wave, the log pulses inside me with Gustavo moaning with pleasure, he is completely taken by the pleasure, holding me and roaring with pleasure, while he fucks me more and more intensely, for the first time I feel him start to punch hard , stretching me inside, he wants to cum and he wants me to cum and on my face there is darkness.     

It says we will.

Only those who have had something very large buried up their ass understand the sensation, it was entering where my brain said there should be nothing, my whole body felt strange, my insides were opening up to an invader that was going very deep, too deep, putting pressure on me. on my organs from the inside, too thick, making me feel more open than my body was ever designed to open.

- Fuck…. You… can handle it… even…

When Gustavo says this, I realize that even he wasn't believing that I could handle it, holding me tightly by the ass, keeping it open to get in all the way, even though he was doubting that I could handle it, but my submissive and masochistic instinct was Being stronger, I was not only able to withstand it but I was enjoying being broken into, moaning with pleasure, moaning loudly, with my hands scratching the window, drooling so intensely and deeply, crying all over being broken into. He continues pushing that log into my ass, all spread out by his hands, holding both sides tightly, to bury it up to the stalk and I give a little jump that is stopped by the hands holding me by the ass and a scream... No voice... But It would have been a loud scream if I hadn't controlled myself and I came... I came desperately, I came hard, intensely, I pushed my ass back hard, burying myself inside myself and writhing impaled on Mr. Fucking my hot Gustavo, I came like crazy, my whole body trembles out of control, my legs weaken, my eyes don't see anything rolling around in their sockets, my ass squeezes Mr. Fuck inside me tightly, I can barely contain myself with my feet shaking, I can barely feel my feet... Finally everything stops and I immediately relax, I don't know how many minutes it lasted, or maybe it was seconds, my brain no longer computed the time.

— SOOOO…

He says this, panting with pleasure while I writhe all over cumming on the log that broke into me and he punches, with so much force that it takes the air out of me, I would have screamed if there was air in my lungs, then comes the second, third, fifth and he I cum, I scream a loud “ouch” and he holds me by my belly, stuck to the core, cumming, cumming a lot, filling my intestines with hot sperm, when he finally stops spitting cum inside me, I can’t feel my legs moving. At this point, I'm already failing myself, I can barely feel my weight, I'm exhausted from having cum so intensely and being destroyed inside.

He releases me onto the bed slowly, laying me on my stomach, stroking my hair while I'm still crying, shaking all over, I came very intensely, but I was also hurt intensely, I'm shaking, my ass hurts and it hurts a lot, everything hurts, the hot cum, the hot gel seems to burn inside my raw intestine... But I also smile despite crying and he is treating me with enormous affection, caressing my body, my butt, my back and finally stopping at my hair.

He caresses me for several minutes with me sighing and moaning softly, whimpering in pain and my eyes that didn't want to stop watering, when finally all this intensity passes, he whispers in my ear...

— I don't think anyone will ever say they can handle anything again... You were the one who said I could go all the way, remember?

Yes, I had said it in the bar between jokes, after realizing that all that volume I had noticed was actually what would be inside my teenage ass...

— Yes, I remember… And I endured…

I smile naughty…

— Oh, it's a bitch.

He says that and he turns on top of me, I'm all bruised and broken and soon I feel Mr. Shit open me up again, burying himself all the way to the bottom of my belly, eliciting a sly and desperate moan from me as I try to escape. face down on the bed and right there he starts fucking me again, now with my ass wide open and wide open it was just pumping, pumping with desire, my sly moans, my eyes watering, drooling on his pillow, my red nails scratching his sheets …

I got fucked a lot that night, there were at least 4... In the end I was exhausted, half fainted and satisfied, I had made a decision and started well, I would never again be ashamed of liking cock, Hugo and Pedro would feel embarrassed if If they wanted to, I would enjoy every moment.