As time went by and mom went through men i continued to watch in secret and after about 8 monthes it became the norm at the house i would see strange men at the house walking around in there underware in the morning they would try to talk to me and had no shame that they where half naked in front of a 14 year old girl there where times when i watched them get hard as they stood in front of me and talked to me i even had some ask if i was like my mommy and touch themselves after .

there where times that i felt empty inside i missed my dad but mom wouldent let him see me she was just to mad at him so she kept me from him i needed a daddy figure in my life and thats where paul comes in and my friend steve from my other blogs you see when i met paul steves dad he was so nice to me and i needed that i was abel to get close to him and i felt comfortable and safe it also gave me someware to go to get away from the madness at home 

As you could imagin after seeing how men treatd my mom and the way she used them for sex i thought this was the only way to make a man like me so when paul let me sit on his lap and get that close i wanted his attention and him to like me and the only way i knew to get that was to suck his cock so thats just what i did just like my mom did at home it seemed normal to me 

Mom had no filter when it came to males old men young boys and every thing between if they had a cock she fucked them a few drinks and her legs opend wide there where times i thought how could she fuck him but she did there was no preference for mom 

Mom had no care about whoe she brong home thay would fuck then stay for the weekend i had a few ask me if i wanted to see there cocks and even know i said no they would show me anyways .as time went by things got even stranger like the night she had one guy over and things seemed normal at first as we watched tv together mom and him where having a few drinks then began to makeout on the couch they acted like i wasent there they actualy had sex in front of me i know i could have went to my room but i was so used to watching in secret this was better i was up close now i could see his cock go into my moms pussy i watched as he fucked her hard his ball where hitting her ass and slapping like crazy then to see him cum as he looked over at me sitting there and blew his load all over my moms face 

 that was the first time i was tempted to touch it i was so close but before i could make up my minde he put on his pants i felt sad and relieved later the next morning the same guy came into the kitchen and asked me if i liked the show with him and mom i wasent shure what to say so i just said yes then he asked me if i was like my mom and showed me his cock then came closer to me he took my hand and placed it onto his cock it got hard as i touched it i looked down at his cock in my hand then he asked if i liked his cock i said yes its big and hard 

we stood there in the kitchen me holding his cock and his hand went onto my ass then he said to me can you suck my cock like your mommy does i said nothing to him and bent over and took his cock into my mouth i did just like my mom and sucked his cock it wasent long before he came i gaged and spit it out but some went down my throught after that he asked me if he could have my panties i had on so he could take them home si i gave them to him .