Brittiboi's blog Profile | Galleries | Favorites | Fanbase | Clubs | Comments | Blog I need to sleep but... Im tired and i just wanna sleep but when i start to drift off i keep thinking about dick an i get so fucking horny that i end up with my boxer shorts pulled down to my knees with my dick hard leaking precum. Sometimes its so bad i actually fall asleep for a few minutes an then wake up an pull my boxers off completely an finger fuck myself while im thinking of a hard cock pounding me. I used to tell myself that it didnt make me gay because it wasnt actually a cock in me an i wouldnt do it again even though it kept happening an i said it everytime i did it. It didnt happen alot, maybe every few months i would get intrusive thoughts that led to me fingering myself. I tried not to be gay for years by not acting on my thoughts an feelings an for a while it worked. I never even used to watch gay porn. I felt so ashamed after the first time i watched it an got off to it even though it was the best orgasm i ever had at that time. Somehow i went on pretending like those times never happened an carried on watching straight porn. I dont know what happened but now i just accept it an love getting off to cock. I mean, its pretty gay to finger fuck yourself while your wishing it was a cock inside of you. Now im even worse, now i want to suck on a cock before i get fucked by one. I dont know when or how but one day im going to suck some dick an get myself a good fucking too     Posted on : Nov 27, 2023     Add Comment erosbi60 Comments: 78,463 Commented on Nov 27, 2023 Look at my cock and cum !