Lots has happened to me in the last year, mostly related to my autoimmune disorders and having to move to a different country because of it (well, that and other mundane life factors). I was hospitalized from November 2022 to March 2023. As I expected, I enjoyed some aspects of hospitalization. Mind-consuming internal organ pains was the hardest part, but almost everything else appealed to my kinks. Things I enjoyed include being bedridden, catherterized (about 4 days? I was really out of it though), colonoscopy (sadly I was sedated and couldn't see my insides live), being exmained and having to talk to strangers about genitals, anus, rectum, colon, etc. I've decided I like diapers (but still not into age regression or adult baby etc.) and the idea of incontinence, which is part of my prognosis, but likely quite remote. The hospital did not put me in diapers, but there was a big stack in my room so I put them on. The posture modification caused by the diaper's thickness was stimulating, but I think if I still had a catheter in me it would've been even better. When I could move, I took walks the hallway in hospital gown and a diaper (just a couple times, I didn't want the staff to notice and disposal of diaper would become a problem). I urinated in the diaper once while making conversations with people, that was such a rush.
Anyways, that's it for now. I look forward to talking to some of you.
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