I think I was 15 or 16 when I started developing this current fantasy that still lasts until today in which I become a totally devoted whore fucktoy for my best friend. I'm not gay neither is him, but deep down inside I know that I would have allowed him to do whatever he wanted to me if only he had asked. As a matter of fact, I'm also 100% convinced that he also had a desire to possess me and make me his whore. Most our spare time we would spend it in his bedroom playing videogames competing against each other, and every time I beat him he pretended to get mad at me and would say things like "You motherfucker, I'm gonna ram my cock in your mouth if you don't stop laughing". Some other times he would look for every excuse to get angry at me, and then he would stand up from his chair and come close to me and out of nowhere would grab me by my head and press it against his crotch and say "I'm gonna slap your face with my cock". That would happen very often, and every time we took it as a joke and that was it. I guess we were young and embarrassed to express our true feelings, but god how I wish I had told him: "Alex (that's his name), if you really want to ram your cock deep into my throat, less words and more actions!" Next time he did it again I would have pounced on his crotch and placed my open mouth on his bulge and told him: "Go ahead, motherfucker! Fuck my mouth! Destroy my fucking throat and make me choke with your fat cock!" In a matter of seconds he would have unzipped his pants and taken his cock out, and pressing my head forcefully against his balls he would ram his delicious fat cock in my virgin mouth, and I would beg him to shoot all his cum inside my stomach. (END OF PT.1)