After my last masturbation fantasy, I wonder how far I would really go in reality. I have this fantasy very often and would like to give you a little explanation: I am in a very busy sauna area, all the people there are naked. But I am much younger than most of the people there, many are 50 or 60 years old, maybe even a bit older. I am also naked and am led through the sauna on a collar by an older, chubby and dominant woman. The men, but also many women, look at me lustfully. One of the men, who must also be over 60, raises his hand and waves us over. He has a big belly, his cock is hard but neither beautiful nor very large, but his balls are huge. My female escort leads me to him and pushes me down on my knees in front of him. Then she puts her hand around my neck and I have to take his dick in my mouth. It only takes a few moments for his sperm to fill my mouth. It doesn't taste good, but I'm pressed firmly onto the cock with my mouth until I've completely swallowed it. I usually orgasm at this point in my fantasy, but when I don't, the woman in my imagination leads me to one man after another and repeats the procedure over and over again...

Now I'm thinking about doing something about it, maybe going to a swingers club or a porn cinema. The thing is: I find the idea kind of disgusting, but it turns me on anyway. What if I don't like it then? Or should I just force myself in advance by agreeing to be tied up until everyone is done with me? And I tell them beforehand that they shouldn't stop, no matter how many times I say no and complain.

What do you think?