I was 11 years old when I was sexually abused for the first time. From then on I was the family whore. Not only for the men in my family but also for the dog (I was 12 years old at the time) and later a pig (I was 14 when I was fucked by a pig for the first time).

The fact that all that happened to me isn't even the worst thing... that I found it nice and horny and felt happy when I was abused... that's shameful. . And I was and am very proud of it. Later this expanded to several boyfriends and husbands. I loved (and still love) being sexually abused.

A lot of photos and videos were taken of me during that time. So child pornography... being seen as a total abuse whore is the deepest and hottest thing I have ever experienced...