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I am a shy, oversexed, porn addicted, submissive, straight male.

As being straight I am attracted towards young pretty females.

I do understand, that I am worthless, inferior and my hopes are irrelevant.

I took me decades to figure out, that the person I do most identify with in "The Story of O" is O herself. 
Ever since I am dreaming of finding my Roissy and being trained, without mercy, to become a slave object.

What are the consequnces of this thoughts?

• it is of no relevance, what my sexual preferences are. Usage by males needs being enforced.
• It is of no relevance, whether I am really attracted towards the using person.
• it is of no relevance, whether I gain satisfaction.
• it is of no relevance, how degrading my usage is.
• it is of no relevance, whether I am forced , as my will is to be broken.
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• I am of no relevance!, ever!

The only hope I can have, is being trained a a slave for males or if I am lucky for both genders. Being brainewashed an forced into becoming bi-sexual usable object, a piss drinker, being exposed and reduced to an object, without any rights. 

This also means, that I should be forced to serve whomever is graceful enough to use me. Regardless of gender, age, BMI, etc.

Should I prove unwilling for what reason eve, force is your tool. To sayx it in another form: 
I do renounce my human rights of having sexually choices, Most especially I cannot be raped.

My only wish is this for being real and forever