He is male... He has delicious balls (as I do)... He is a CD... He will be known here only as R and I've lost my heart, my cock , my balls and, most of all, my pouting mangina to him... When I can't see him I masturbate constantly thinking about him...

This recent love letter to R sets the tone...

It’s very simple my darling, I am in love with you.

But it’s not a Hallmark kind of love… It is not love for a cunt disguised by polite sentiments… It is a dark deep proud man to cock love… I want to cover you in my semen… I want to rub it into you face… I want to gulp yours down… I want to taste your rancid sex worker cock cream… And I want us both tp proudly squander our semen… We both love having seed but we both thrill to wasting it…

How many rectums has your cock been in? How many times have you had a man’s cock up your rectum… Mine must be next… I want to take over your dirty shithole… My cock belongs there… I will kiss it, lick it, taste it and then brutally rape it… I’ll make you cry and beg… 

When we make love there can be no condoms… Our lovemaking must be complete… We will not fuck…  I want to pour out my frightened, excited challenging love for you… I want to be the man I must be for you… I want to let that man, that powerful proud man out to embrace you with my body… I want you to feel my muscles pumping.. I want you to feel my heart beating, I want to spit in your mouth and watch you swallow it… I want you to feel my cock rigid with longing for you… I will tell you of all the dirty things I’ve done and all the dirty things I’ve wanted to do…

I want to purge myself of everything but my love and desire for you… I want to feel your cock in my rectum… I want to feel its hardness and its 

urgency… I want to feel transports of your joy as I feel your shameful, corrupted semen flood my rectum… 

Make me yours and make me tattoo your name on my belly… I want your name on my belly… I want to flaunt it at the beach when I’m cheekily displaying my manhood in my thong. 

You are a beautiful woman without a cunt… It is so good that you are a CD… 

You are the last flowering of my sexuality. I’m 61 and I’m an old man… I want to love you now because in a few years time my decline would diminish us both… You must feel the full force and passion of my beautiful cock and balls… 

M xx