After we played the Kenyan scenario I let it rest for a day or two.

About three days later, I wait till we are alone in bed, almost bedtime. She reads a book. I pretend to doomscroll Instagram.

We each have a cup of tea.

I casually initiate discussion.

Put the ohone down.

What did you think of Sunday night?

Stops reading. Doesn't turn to me. Eyes to the ceiling. Non-committal.

Which part?

The fantasy and the roleplay.

It was nice

Just nice?

There were some parts I liked and some I didn't.

Okay... what didn't you like.

Well a few things. I didn't like that you were locked in a cock cage and I had to hold the key and just let you out whenever I felt like it while I fucked some random stranger.

Is that it?

And I didn't like that I was picking up some random black dude in a hotel bar. That was seedy. I have never had sex like that and enjoyed it. 

Never?

Yes I slept with the first guy I knew who almost took my virginity like that.

Almost..

I was 16 and he was like 19 and worked at a record shop. I was shopping for records and he invited me to his house to see his colection. I genuinely thought he was going to show me some cool music. Pretty naive... he didn't. He tried to seduce me and screw me. I didn't get wet at all and it hurt and he gave up. And then on summer holiday after school finished when I was 18 we bunch of old school friends went to  a party town. I picked up a random dude while I was drunk and brought him to our flat. We made out a lot, but it was kind of more him than me and when he wanted to fuck me he basically lifted me dress, pulled my panties aside and I was dry. I told him I didn't want to. He just went "Oh", got up, pulled his pants up and left.

So which guys got you?

Guys like you.

Explain?

It's like I need time. I decide whether there is a connection.. a chemistry kind of.. a spark. A guy needs to interest me before I'll have sex with him. Some stranger in a bar is not going to do it. I need to talk to a guy, get to know him, see if there is 'something' between us. Do you understand? There has to BE a feeling between us. That kind of thing takes a bit of time to develop.

Hmmm... anything else you didn't like?

Yes, that thing of you eating his cum from me. I didn't like that at all. 

Yeah I'm kind of on the same boat. The pretend cum tasted nice but it smelled like cum and I didn't enjoy it... well I enjoyed licking you, but the idea of licking another man's cum from you was a bit off putting. I thought it may be hot, but I didn't like it. What else didn't you like?

 No that was it.

Was there stuff that you liked?

 Yes of course. I loved the best the way we made love afterwards. It was pretty frenzied and sexy and when I did cum it was very intense. It was so strange to feel that dildo in me, and if I closed my eyes I kind of imagined another guy was fucking me... even when you made it cum it was weird. But when you stuck your cock in me that was the best feeling.

Is that it?

No I kind of liked the way you described how turned on you were that you were dripping precum and you almost came in that cage. I also liked the way that dildo cummed in me. It was so weird and exciting at the same time. It felt like real cum. It was much more than you cum. I don't know how to describe the way it pumped into me or how it felt but it did feel nice. I also liked taking it from behind. I liked how you dscribe him and me kissing and how we undressed. Oh wait I also didn't like that flirting thing in the bar. That was silly. I can't do that.

And?

I liked when we pretended and we took that cock cage off. I couldn't believe how turned on you were. Your cock looked so weird in that thing. All purple and wollen and pressing against the cage and then when you pulled it off it just jumped up and I was like 'ahhh that's my cock right thee'... and I really liked that bit. I liked how while we were fucking you told me I was your little slut. I actually felt a bit like a slut and I liked it. A bit dirty asnd decadent and sordid.

I liked that about you too. Must say I loved having you back. It was like I'd sent you on a love mission and you came back and showed me you won.. and you were my trophy... my slutty little trophy. God I love that you are such wild girl.

Wild?

I mean, you are willing to experiment and indulge my fantasies like that. It must have been a bit of a mind freakout to hear it and then immediately act it out.

It was. I think I was a bit unprepared and I didn't really know how to handle it. But I got into it and I liked it.

Would you like to try again?

Book closes. She rests her head on an elbow. Looks at me with her deep black eyes in the twilight of the bedside lamp.

I think... now that I know what it is you have this fabtasy about we could roleplay it again. I'll be better prepared. Maybe give me the script or something. You know you've obviously mulled this a few times and thought about it in detail. So maybe text it to me so I understand.

Really?

You know... we could even go to one of the local bars on a quiet night and then you and I can pretend to be strangers and we can pretend you pick me up.

You'd do that!

It sounds quite adventurous. Maybe even book us into a hotel so we can pretend to go have fun there as strangers?

Oh my word! I'd love that!

I think I would too.

When?

You set itup.

This is making me fucken horny.

Me too... want to be horny together?

Does a bear shit in the woods...

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Things I didn't like either