We are lying in bed.

I suspect we're both pretty horny. Hard up for each other.

I tell her how much I love her. She takes my hand in hers and kisses it. Keeps doomscrolling Facebook.

I tell her how sexy she is and how much I adore her. How much I love the confidence she now seems to be developping, the comfort with her own body, and how attractive that makes her. I tell her that seeing other men look at her, knowing they lust after her and me being there and she's mine, actually makes me horny.

Really?

Yes, and you only love me. You're mine.

Yes I am and I am yours alone.

You know how, when you're little and your Mom tells you to choose between two different types of chocolate?

Yes.

Well why did you choose the one and not the other?

I liked Brand A more than Brand B.

Was Brand B not nice?

It was but I liked A more.

Why?

I actually don't know, why?

Likeif today I gave you Brand B would you eat it?

Yes.

I think sexual fantasies are the same. Ever since that R made moves on you at that work function I realised that I was turned on by the idea that other men lusted after you. Initially I thought it was just sexy that you were wanted, but I am not sure any more. It's like I crave more and more. I know it's impossible and I actually don't think I can really go through with it, and I doubt strongly you would...

But what?

I actually have fantasies of you having sex with other men while I watch or listen in. It makes me insanely turned on.

Really? I would never want to do something like that.

I know and I'm not asking you to.

I only love you.

I only love you, so just to be clear, I don't want this to be something real. But I thought I'd tell you my fantasy.

Hmmmm... it is a bit sexy 

Do you have any scenarios you especially like?

I have a particular one in my head... I think it and masturbate to it. I even downloaded some pictures on the internet, that kind of looks like you and then I masturbate using it.

How often?

Damn like every day.

Wow!

I can't control what I find sexy.

Neither can I. I understand, It's actually great we can talk like this. I like how we can be open and honest and understanding of each other.

Really?

Yes. It actually turns me on to know you can share a crazy fantasy like this with me.

Do you want to tell me your fantasy?

Sure...