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It took me a long time to take a sexy photos of myself
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I always hid what was feminine in me, because I grew up listening to so many bad things: "Boys don't listen to this type of music", "This color is not for men", "males have to be strong", "that's for girls ". At home my family said this kind of thing, at school my friends made jokes and even on TV with their humorous programs at the time. Everything that made me ashamed and afraid, preventing me from being. After someone told me that my waist was thin, from that day on I always wore looser shirts, nothing tight. I've always been thin but until that day I never noticed it. After someone asked one of my brothers why I was walk twerking in the street, after that day I started to always take care of my way of walking, to a masculine way. At a certain point in my adolescence, my left breast had slightly enlarged compared to the right. I never understood how it happened, but it happened, and it hurt when I touched it, and it stood out a little on the shirt. Because of this, I never have my chest out in public, nor have I ever taken my shirt off to sunbathe on the beach. Even my way of speaking I had to police, I always spoke kind of affectionately, a little sweetly, and sometimes I even referred to myself as feminine. And after so much mockery of me, I ended up becoming a rude person, even hurting other people. As soon as I realized that I had become one of those prejudiced people, I stopped, I didn't want to be that, luckily this version of me didn't last long, even though I still hid. For a long time, my feminine beauty was just for me and a mirror, in rare moments of privacy. When body hair started to appear, these moments became even rarer. And the idea of ​​shaving my body hadn't come up yet, because "hair in legs is a male thing." The first time I saw a group of crossdressers on Facebook, at that time, I was instantly enchanted, I wanted to be like them. Some dressed so feminine in their bathrooms, just like me, but they were even more so, as they were wearing makeup and wigs and pantyhose... and without body hair. I really wanted to be able to take photos of myself too, and post them there. But, when I took a photo of myself, I started with my butt in panties, but when I saw that pile of hair in my ass I was deeply saddened. And since then I haven't done that for a long time. And I stayed like that until about three years ago when, in the middle of the pandemic, at home, living alone, I had the courage to shave my body and try to take some photos. I really liked it, I really loved it, I felt so feminine again, wearing women's clothes, tight, beautiful colors and soft fabric, tight jeans, shorts, nightgown and even a corselet. And I felt like posting, creating a profile for it, and Natalie was born on that day.
... Unfortunately I lost these first photos.
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Posted on : Oct 8, 2023
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Commented on Jun 17, 2024
I feel for you so much! â¤ï¸ Honestly, I think you would look beautiful regardless if you're shaved or not, you're literally the same person. You're as feminine as you are all the time. We have created these fixed avenues for ourselves, like to express some particular internal things we have to look a particular way etc, and this becomes our feelings and opinions about what's normal, and our needs to be someone else to be ourselves, but all of that is so... I dunno... Unnecessary? Like, what if we were naked frolicking in the nature, we wouldn't have any particular clothes and we wouldn't be able to shave, and yet we would still be ourselves and could enjoy being ourselves and being with people who like us. And we could walk however we walk and talk however we talk and have people fall in love with us for who we are, not some presentations or characters. But instead we punish each other when the categories we made up by pure happenstance don't actually reflect humans......
It's awesome that you're expressing yourself this way and being vulnerable and talking about your feelings! I appreciate both your stories and pictures and your beautiful body and YOU â¤ï¸
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