been on this site for some time now and it took a while to upload my first pictures. now that i,ve crossed that line

 i havethe urgeto tell my story on how it all began for me. somebody may be interested. it all began with a friend of mine in early high school when he somehow got a copy of an imported porn magazine that  very explicit close up pics

of fucking, big cocks, big hairy pussies and crystal clear cumshots up close. i had never before seen anything like that and was amazed and shocked at the same time and very horny. from that moment i was addicted and on a constnat mission to find porn mastubating nighly like a madman.i was ona mission to find porn wherever i could get my hands on it. i went to evry porn shop in town looking at and buying magazines (nobody ever questioned my age in those days) i had a collection of many old playboy centerfolds. i then dicovered that theporn stores had video booths in the back so i had to investigate those. i wandered to the back to see the 25c videos but it wasnt the videos that i found as interesting as the many guys sitting watching with the booth doors open and big boners in hand.  had i known better it would have been easy to lend a hand i dont think i would have got any resistance if i had offered.but being nervous i just stood in the corners and watched. my actual first contact experience was with a friend that lived in teh neighborhood, it only happened one but we played with each others cocks until we both felt embarrased and stopped. and my adventure continues ..now i started to watch porn on the big screen at theatres now it was my turn to join others in finding a seat with some privacy and away from others where i now could play with myself while watching porn with cock in hand...another missed opportunity came when a man sat next to me and tried to grab my cock ..again i refused to allow it ..another regret ..this theatre showed double features and in the 15 minute break between films they had a local stripper or hooker come and strip on stage in that 15 min time. i didnt know at the time, but found out later that when the 2nd feature played  she would go up to the balcony area and service whomever went up there with her ..by the time i dicovered  this, the law interferred and put a stop to it .another opprtunity lost. the next phase was VHS tapes and later DVD i would typically rent them and copy them and i amassed a large collection. but most of the videos i watched in those days can now be downloaded so i no longer have any of those ...i dont know how you all experience sex ..but i found that i would connect with different things as i got deeper into the porn addiction it went in this order for me ..from the start it was big up close pentration pics the old in and out was my trigger but even when watching hetero sex it was the cock that i seemed to concentrate on as it did all the work and provided the moneyshot ..the i focused in on big tits, DP, BLack Women, cumshot compilations, and lastly transex ..after dicovering IMAGEFAP in all its wonder i learned to appreciate the beauty of a hard erect glistening cock, i learned about bisexuality, cuckolding, ..my current fantasy is to be under a woman while she is  getting fucked doggy style and licking the pussy and cock as its happening i would enjoy the taste, smell, and feel of sucking a clit, having a cock stroke across my tongue and on finishing enjoy both male and female to the finish playing with the seed and cleaning up ..

...i have no desire to penetrate or be penetrated by a man  only manual and oral  stimulation but this is not going to happen as i am married and my wife just wont do this sort of thing or allow me to indulge.

so thats my sad story a lot of missed opportunity in my past,  i am now in my 60's hoping to catch up a bit ..my only chance of experiencing some of this is my once in a while visit to a nude beach in the summer, or still the occasional gloryhole site ..i've had some minor interactions in those places ..so i guess thats about it ..im probaly not the most experience in the group hopefully some of you can relate and understand ..while other can celebrate their accomplishments that i couldnt reach