Slutty Emma’s downfall into becoming a sissy faggot Part 2

I brief recap from my previous blog, I’m 24 with a girlfriend and started to cross dress and proceeded to go to the next level by having a man fuck me and degrade me while my girlfriend had no idea.

A couple of months go by as I continue to meet up with Jeremy at my house and hotels constantly getting fucked by him whilst I’m dressed like a slutty girl while my girlfriend worked night shifts and totally unaware of what I was doing. And in this time I learned a little bit more about Jeremy, he was 38 and had been married for 6 years and his wife also had no idea what he was doing.

As my transition into becoming a complete sissy I grew more confident in my role and meeting with Jeremy as I would often greet him on my knees as he walked through the door instantly giving him a kiss on his cock. One time Jeremy had me bent over on me and my girlfriend bed with my ass up and my face towards the headboard of the bed, whilst he’s fucking the man out of me, he grabs a photo of me and my girlfriend and places in directly in front of my face for me to look at. Jeremy says “I want you to look at this while I fuck you like the pathetic sissy you are” I just look at the photo with shame and guilt as Jeremy pumps me, erasing my manhood from me.

Jeremy again finishes inside me filling my pussy with his warm cum and leaves me on the bed degraded with cum leaking out onto the bed, Jeremy just continues to clean himself off and says to me “Thanks slut” and leaves my house while I just lay there dressed in woman clothing and a man’s cum in and leaking out of me. I just lay there for a while ass up in the air still with my face directly looking into my girlfriend’s eyes in the photo and just having shame and guilt rush over me, but once again I clean myself and the house in Preparation for my girlfriend to come home.

A few weeks later my girlfriend wakes me up throughout the night and tells me that she knows everything that’s been going on and proceeds to yell at me while she explains how she found out and what she knows. I made the mistake of leaving my computer laying around with the internet page still on my Imagefap profile, she asks me about Jeremy and why am I dressing in woman clothing and having sex, while I just lay there shocked and embarrassed of the situation. This goes on for a while and she decides to leave to stay at her friend’s house for the night while I just lay in bed thinking “Oh shit, I fucked everything up and this is the end of our relationship” while a just attempt to get to sleep.

The following weeks we have decided to remain living together while we prepare to pack our belongings and find other houses to move away from one another. I slept in the spare room while she got to keep the main bedroom, we tried and tip toe around one another to just keep things civil until we go our separate ways. I eventually came to terms that this relationship is over but a realization that I can continue to dress and fuck Jeremy without guilt or betrayal anymore.

Days go by when one evening my Ex-girlfriend is getting ready to go out and have a girl’s night and that she will be staying at her friend’s house, I told her OK have fun while I just sat there looking at her noticing that she is really looking hot. Her outfit she decided to wear was a tight red dress that was almost too short to be seen in public with, she had a pair of nice heels, an assortment of jewelry, makeup and her hair was loose draping down running down her neck.

I knew at this point that she was certainly going to get a lot of attention from men and the thought of it made me jealous and I have no grounds to get jealous I was the one that cheated on her. She grabs her purse and walks out the door while I sit on the lounge drinking my feelings away dwelling on the thought of her going home with a guy tonight and becoming overwhelmed with my crazy imaginations that I decided to say to myself “Fuck it I might as well also have fun tonight” as I quickly reach for my phone and text Jeremy.

Jeremy tells me that he will be there in the next 2 hours, so I start to prepare myself to make myself look sexy for Jeremy all while I continue to consume alcohol. I decided to dress in a pink mini-PVC skirt that clearly shows my black panties, a pair of black high heels and thigh high stockings, makeup with glossy pink lipstick, medium black wig, and a pink PVC bra to match the skirt. I get the almost empty loungeroom ready, setting out mood lighting and placing down on the coffee table various sex toys while I continue to drink and wait Jeremy.

Jeremy texts me letting me know he’s here, so I stand up to rush to the door to be in position ready to greet him, but immediately I feel lightheaded and a little dizzy since by this point, I had consumed a little too much alcohol. I gain my composure as I walk to the door adopt my position on my knees ready and say “please come in daddy” Jeremy then walks in and immediately pulls his cock out for me to kiss it and before I could even finish the kiss he yanks me up by my neck with the full force and power of a man and says to me “Get your sissy ass on the lounge slut, daddy’s wants to fuck his sissy”.

He lets go of my throat and I immediately just do what he says like the pathetic slut I am, I get to the lounge and immediately see that he held a black duffle bag and I say to him “what’s in the bag daddy” and he just looks at me and smiles and continues to undress himself and sits on the lounge with his cock on full display calling to me. Jeremy knows that my girlfriend busted me, and I had told him days prior that she does not know who he is and that he is safe from her tracking down his wife and informing her of his sexual pleasures but let’s get back to the story.

Seeing Jeremys cock out ready I knew that I had to perform my sissy duties, but I was happy to do them and very eager and sexually frustrated to have cock. I just confidently started sucking his cock working up and down the shaft showing great attention like a professional porn star, well at this point in my sissy journey I should be with the amount of times Jeremy had fucked me.

As I continue to enjoy the gift of Jeremys cock in my mouth, he grabs my head and pulls it off his cock and looks me in the eyes and with a smirk says “I want to try something different and special tonight” as he reaches for the bag, and he pulls out a black restraint harness with pink fluffy hand and ankle restraints and a pink ball gag. At this point I knew what was about to happen and Jeremy says to me “I got this for you slut, and I want you to put it on and give me total control as I fuck you” I’m fucking terrified at this point, the thought of being completely at the mercy and control of a man and you are helpless to do anything. I’m in shock sitting there when Jeremy demands I put it on, and I nervously say “yes Daddy” as I begin to adorn the harness and position myself on the coffee table.

The harness is designed so that a person will be positioned on the ground bent over with their hands under the body leading towards the legs where they will be secured with the ankles and the head will be uncomfortably position in an awkward angle on the floor. Once the harness is on Jeremy secures my hands and ankles tightly together and secures the ball gag in place leaving me completely vulnerable with my ass completely exposed and easily accessible and being unable to speak.

Jeremy says to me “I’m going to destroy your sissy pussy slut” as he positions himself behind me applying lube to his cock and my pussy, I instantly feel him insert his cock into me with not a gentle push but just full force, I try to let words, but all Jeremy could hear was muffled whimpers of a pathetic man. Jeremy is going hard on my pussy more than usual that it his hurting me, but all could do Is lay there completely at his mercy and be used as a cum dump for him.

As Jeremy is pumping away, I hear the front door open and me and Jeremy look over to see my Ex-girlfriend standing in the doorway in the dress she wore out whilst she struggled to remain standing from a few to many drinks. She just stands there looking at me with a look of judgment and hatred and then she says to me “You look fucking pathetic” while I lay on the coffee table unable to move or speak, she goes on to say, “I can’t believe I dated you and fucked you, you’re not a real man.” All while Jeremy is standing behind me naked with his hard cock still on full display shocked and unsure what to do. My Ex-girlfriend stumbles over to us and immediately looks Jeremy up and down and says in an angry voice “So you’re the man that’s been fucking him, so let’s see what you’re all about”.

Immediately she gets down on her knees and begins to suck Jeremy’s cock while I lay there completely helpless, Jeremy is confused at first, but he then looks at me with a grin “I guess I will get to fuck your girlfriend after all, well Ex-girlfriend since you’re not a real man to keep her” my Ex just continues to work his cock taking it all the way in while clearly enjoying every part of it from the noises she was making. She then gets up and positions herself in front of me ass up facedown so that directly and clearly see her soaked red laced underwear she looks at me and says “Payback bitch now you will watch as he fucks me and there’s nothing you can do about it” I just lay there looking her directly in the eyes as she smiles at me while Jeremy positions himself behind her so that I will clearly see his cock enter her and disappear.

Her ass and Jeremy’s cock are inches away from my face as he slides his cock into my Ex-girlfriend’s pussy fully losing his cock deep in her as I watch him slide it back and forwards into her. She moans and groans as he continues to fuck her all while I’m seeing it all unfold before my eyes and unable to stop it, but the truth is it was turning me on seeing her being fucked by Jeremy.

A part of me was jealous that when we were together, she never used to moan and groan during sex or have sex in other places but here she was being fucked in the loungeroom happily enjoying it. This goes on for what felt like eternity as he gets faster and faster getting close to finishing inside my Ex-girlfriend, I watch her get more excited as she decides to start to move her hips back and forwards and yells out “Fuck me harder, cum in inside me” as Jeremy continues to quicken his pace.

At this point I’m angry and confused that she would never allow me to finish in her I always had to wear a condom, but here she is happily getting ready for a stranger to cum inside her. Then it happens, Jeremy tenses up and yells “Oh fuck” as he grips her hips and unloads inside her, filling her pussy with cum. She moans out loud “Oh yes fill my pussy”, I just watch her and Jeremy both overwhelmed with sexual ecstasy and then Jeremy slowly pulls his cock out of her pussy until it starts to ooze out down her pussy onto the loungeroom floor.

Jeremy just looks at me with a grin and says to me “Her pussy was way better than your slut” while my Ex turns around and immediately starts to clean his cock with her mouth whilst she makes eye contact with me. Once she finishes cleaning the juices off Jeremy’s cock, she turns to me and says, “You want a taste faggot?” I for some reason nod my head to signal my response. She gets up, removes my gag, and forces her dripping pussy into my face smothering me in her juices, I lick and suck Jeremy’s cum from her pussy enjoying every moment of it.

She stands towing over me giggling of what a pathetic man I have become and says to me “You like that sissy faggot, you like cleaning another man’s cum from your Ex-girlfriend’s pussy”, I mumble “Yes” as I I’m completely developed in her pussy, struggling to almost get enough oxygen. Jeremy just sits there smiling at me while he’s cock slowly goes flaccid, and then I hear a click followed by a flash of bright light, I instantly force my head away from pussy and look to realize she had taken a photo of me.

At this moment instantly freak out as she just got a photo of me with my face clear as day in an embarrassing position, I franticly try to break free and get up, but my efforts end in failure as I’m completely stuck, and I realize my fate that I will just have to accept it. She continues to take photos from different angles making sure my face that was covered in cum was on full display and that I’m completely dressed like a whore.

She goes on to say “I’m going to show all my friends and your friends what a sissy faggot you are” while Jeremy just laughs at me, she then turns to Jeremy and looks at him with anger and disgust as she points her camera at him. Jeremy soon shuts up and his face goes into complete shock while he’s naked on the lounge. She tells him “Get the fuck out or I will send a photo of you over the internet so maybe your wife sees it” Jeremy instantly gets up and dressed in matter of seconds and rushes towards the door leaving me still restrained. She looks at me with pure anger and disgust and says, “You fucking hurt me, I’m going to destroy your life like you destroyed our relationship, like you betrayed me.” She spits on me and continues to scold me “Everyone will know what a faggot you are and that you are a worthless bitch” as I just lay on the coffee table retrained.

I tell her I’m sorry, but she just shuts me up by re inserting my ball gag in my mouth and grabs the dildo that’s been sitting next to me unused, rams it into my ass so hard and fast that it hurts me, and I squeal, she just laughed and said, “Time for your punishment bitch” and just walks off to the bedroom. I hear the bedroom door close, and the shower starts and I’m just thinking surly she won’t leave me like this, but after a few minutes the shower stops and all I hear is silence. I instantly came to the realization that she was going to leave me like this for who knows how long.

An hour passes as I’m still retrained dressed like a whore, I feel my body start to get very uncomfortable as my knees and face are directly resting on the hard wood coffee table. I try to shift my weight but nothing I tried help, so I just lay there for the rest of the night with Jeremy’s cum drying on my face while I reflect and accept my fate and that I deserved this.

The Next morning, I was in a broken state as I still lay helpless and extremely tired, then out walks my Ex-girlfriend to have her morning coffee, she looks at me and says “how was your night bitch” full knowing what my night was like. I was extremely upset and angry with her the way she left me here like this and the audacity to say this to me in the morning “What a bitch” I thought. But then she walks over and loosens my restraints and then goes to grab her car keys and just leaves the house, I slowly and exhaustedly get out of the harness and remove my mouth gag and slowly drag myself to the shower to wash last night’s humiliation off me. I Fianally get into my bed in the spare bedroom and slowly doze off thinking about last night.