About a month after my junior year ended I was 17 and working at the mall as a receiving and stock worker. I loved taking carts to lingerie dept. I would find bras and panties I liked and then after work drive an hour to a different mall and buy the so nobody would know me. My mom knew what I was doing but stopped saying anything. A friend that I had not hung out with in a while asked me to spend the weekend because his parents would be gone. I almost didn't do it because it would take me away from my porn chat time. I had found several gay, trans and sissie sites that I was in with cam and all. But I went to stay actually hoping to somehow get pics of his cock. We were playing video games for a while when he wanted to get in the pool. He takes off his clothes and for a second I saw how much bigger and he was completely shaved. I started getting hard and and went quickly to his bathroom so I wouldn't get caught. We were in the pool for a bit and I couldn't get mind off his cock. I asked him why he was shaved and he said he thinks he is bi and he heard I was gay from friends at school. I said I think I am. He then said let's go watch gay porn. In no time he takes off his clothes and I did to and we are watching gay porn. I told I like to dress up in girls clothes and he said he did to. He then shows me a box in his closet with panties he said he stole from a friends sister. We both put on some panties. We started watching trans porn and we are both hard. I reached over and started jacking him. He was a lot bigger then me. He came and it went all over his stomach and my hand. I was in heaven licking up it off my hand and then his stomach. I then licked his cock clean. I put all of him in my mouth as he got soft. I told him I really want to suck him until he comes. He said this is a dream come true. We started watching some more trans porn and he'd him stand up as he got hard again. I was on my knees with him in my mouth. I felt like this is every thing I want I guess I was using my teeth a little much so I used my hand and focused on his head with my mouth. He came again and I swallowed most of it. After we talked about it and promised not to tell anyone. I told him I wanted him to mount me the next night and he was so ready. I asked him for some pics which he let me take a bunch. I still have them. We fell asleep in the same bed in panties. The next day he found out his parents were coming home early. So I went home and we never got together again. But was enough for me to know what I wanted in life.