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The two months or so when I was not a chronic bedwetter were the worst weeks of my life
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I have been a chronic bedwetter for my whole life. I was one of those who had psychological things and except that I never had a cruel heart and I despise all cruelty and violence I was still one of those who they said "they will come to no good end" and because I had - not to be over-dramatic - done some things that got me in trouble, I won't speak of in detail, only "harm" to myself though. Well anyway I went from bedwetting and being ashamed and angry at myself, angry at God, not knowing much out of innocence of mind in youth. Though I was actually a GOOD GIRL in training. And there was and is a Pee Princess Goddess looking out for me, I didn't know yet. Well then I was finally potty-trained, but I was about to flunk that with flying stars because a few weeks in to dry-night times I experienced cumming for the first time. Then I right away peed the big with a BIG PEE and pulled the blankets up smelling the pee smell and feeling so safe and protected and perfect. And then went right back to bedwetting. Then I discovered sacred bedwetting and how bedwetting rituals were designed to initiate honorary peegirls into peegirl covens. When I lost my virginity was with a boy and we jerked off and he told me I could be proud to pee my bed and came on my blankets. Now then later he got married to a girl. Now he died and now when he died I got to be peed on and drink the pee of his dearly beloved who offered her pretty yellow girlpee to me as in his honor as he often told me about her nice smelling armpits and cunthair and what girlpee tasted like and how good perfume it was for a one like me who also yearned in her inner heart to learn to be a peegirl who smelled like pee all the time and was proud of it. Then later she became a surgeon and is now a leading surgeon and I visited her and had coffee and we didn't speak of this which happened decades ago but we knew it without speaking and it was beyond sensual and so perfect and I did smell like pee and I did pee my bed so much and I do want to know who else is peeing their bed and I want to know the basics of how are you training yourself to pee in your sleep // so you wake up in damp pissy pee-stained bed and how are you working on having pigtail braid hairstyle to dip and soak in mixed communal urine to share and suck on to make and keep friends thank you.
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Posted on : May 13, 2023
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