Before, there was being horny and cum for me. I had no experience with the horny process. Whenever I felt horny, I would open a porn and cum and relax.
A few years ago, I had time to be home alone for 3 weeks. In the first days of my free time, when I started to feel horny, I started to delay my orgasm, saying that I have more time after all. On the night of the 2nd day, I could not sleep at all due to my irritability. I constantly played with my penis but started edging because I was too tired to cum. Although that gave me some relief, I was still feeling crazy horny.
The next days, my heart was beating faster than ever and I was longing for a quick cum. I turned on my computer and cuming watching some porn. It felt so good, but all of a sudden I lost that indescribable feeling of hornier. I promised not to cum for 4 days to try again and exposed myself to lots of porn.
I began to realize how enjoyable the horny process was. Now I start to like and be interested in cocks as much as women. I discovered edge and hypno videos and applied what they told me. As the process took longer, my pleasure rate began to increase. It was driving me crazy that women consumed the cum coming out of the cocks with great pleasure. Waiting for rewards under a cock like those women made me hard.
I edging for a very long time, though I can't remember, and finally started to see no harm in tasting the precum, which wouldn't be difficult since I've been leaking precum all the time. I tasted Precum and never felt uncomfortable and realized I wanted more.
I gave myself a ruined orgasm and dared to taste my cum for the first time. It had a strong aroma, but my penis was hard as a rock after every taste. So I continued to eat my own cum.
I love this.
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