I have been having some delicious thoughts about some of the older men I met at a social function, no idea if any of them was gay or bi, just really enjoyed chatting with them about the event we was at.   When I got home that evening, the wife was tired and went to bed leaving me to my own thoughts and desires and what desires they were I found myself longing to be in bed with one of the gorgeous gents I met earlier longing to be touched and to touch and kiss, wanting him and wanting him so badly, this kind kind gentle soul, I usually think about "fucking" but this was more, I wanted to be made love to and by him, I know he would in real life be gentle with me, I started to finger myself,imagining it was him, god! it was so nice, fingering myself and licking my fingers, imagining the fingers were his, mmmmm to be in a bed with him, to have us naked and my giving myself to him, entrusting him, knowing he would finger fuck me so beautifully, lick me, probe me with his tongue getting me ready.  delicious thoughts.  when I evntually started to think about him fucking me I was incredibly turned on by the thought of me lying on my tummy on the bed, and this beautiful gorgeous man on top of me, inside me, taking me, imaging his chest on my back, his arms around me as he fucks me.

I tend to think about being fucked with me on top or on all fours, but now its more a man lying on top of me and taking me, I so want the above to be realised, pushing 60 and never been fucked or fucked another man, something has to give, increasingly I am finding some types of men (elderly kind and gentle souls) such a turn on inteligent conversion and genuine caring, that is the sort of man I want inside me. xxxx   

This is a HUGE turnaround from only a month ago, before attending the function I was a real dirty slut, wanting cock an willing to do anything for it, but now it seems there is another way, if I see the gents again (a good chance I may) I will give the really nice one my email and see if anything can develop, would dearly love him to take my anal virginity away and know/feel that his type would make it so so so so erotically gorgeous that I would be back for more and more.