Well it's been a while since i posted.  i've just been thinking how much i love beong a sissy.  i see a lot of pics of trans people when i search for "sissies".  It's important to me that i not be seen as transgender.  i don't feel like a woman & am not trying to be a woman.  i am a very very beta male who gets off on the humiliation of being seen as less than a Real Man.  i am beta & submissive.  i love being in chastity.  The tighter the better.  i love serving Men.  The moment when a Real Man sees my panties makes my heart race, because it's a declaration that i am a bitch & i want Him to use me like one.  i love women seeing me emasculated.

i don't know why i am like this but i do know that i've been this way all my life.  i fought against it forever and am finally embracing my true self & it's so freeing.  i wish i would have just accepted it a long time ago.

i LOVE sucking cocks.  i am very proud of the fact that i have never had to use my hands to get a Man off.  Once His cock is in my mouth it won't be long before he empties His balls & i love to feel Him spurt His hot jizz.  i love to let it dribble off my chin, but sometimes they shove it way in there & cum down my throat.  i like that a lot too.

It's very enjoyable for me to make these confessions here and i hope to be more active in my blog.  Love to hear comments & thoughts