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The most difficult part……
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I’m left in the dark to figure this out on my own . Do you know who confusing and lost that leaves? I don’t know if things or better or worse. And it leaves me left to fight for this world on my own. It’s lonely and leaves this feeling impossible. My mind wanders and literally paralyzes me. I understand things are difficult for you. But it makes darn near impossible to understand. The dreams are still occurring. I just don’t understand what you want from me. And why I am the one tortured mentally by all this when I don’t even have a dog in the fight. The hardest part to deal with is I see all the people you’re close with on here and you connect and share with. But you can’t do that with me. You say you love but can’t share your life me. So tell me what I’m supposed be here. You know my mind wonders , so please I publicly beg you help me help you. Or at the very least give some insight to what to expect. Please I can’t build trust when I don’t know the situation. The hardest part is that regardless of how much I give to all this the more I lose myself. I'm lost and confused and really need your assistance on this in whatever way you can guide us through it. I'm a innocent bystander in this evil addiction, and it breaks me and entrains you. Crazy, right?
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Posted on : Feb 21, 2023
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