Ok now that I have been here for a few months..it's time I get myself a girlfriend. Not just any girlfriend of coures...I'm sick of conventional...sick of the usual..sick of "normal", whatever that is.Just pain sick of one night stands and meaningless sex...I want to make love to my girl(s) Keep them around and use them as they wish to be used (different meaning of used in this case. More positive. More on love and sex in a future post.

Morals are for the uptight and scared. For sheep. I am a wolf. Hungry and voracious, especialy when it comes to sex and depravity. I never hear it but I am told that at times I sound like a wolf, thrusting into my tiny prey..lust consuming my every cell.

Self-restraint while you hold all the power is all the morals I need. I have discipline and fully intend to use it on my girl, whomever that may be.

We all know what is right and wrong...and for most who has the true willpower, we dont need any book to tell us basics we should already know. Books can lie and manipulate us just as well as the people who write them. Old doesn't always mean better or more wise.

Its all in how close you are willing to get to those lines before stopping. I get pretty damn close, and in some cases, if it is all good for all invovled, I may step across, as in ancient times before, where it may not have been taboo or illegal or immoral....

Morals change, the human spirit never does...it knows what is needed and should have and deserve or not. Just as the body will suffer if it is denied proper nourishment, so does the spirit if denied its sustanence.

[EDIT: Grammer and spelling corrections ... I really shouldn't type this stuff when dead tired lol]