I arrived at exactly
10am as required. Mistress immediately set me to work, changing her
bed and cleaning her bedroom. At 11 o'clock, I made Mistress a cup of
tea and then set about cleaning her bathroom. Once that was
completed, Mistress sat me down for a chat. Rather Mistress sat down
and I knelt facing her. It gives me a wonderful feeling to kneel
before her.
Mistress chat was about
the punishments she will use on me if required. Mistress told me that
punishments will be real and won't be used as play, even though
Mistress has an interest in corporal punishments. At Mistress'
discression, I will be subject to writing lines for minor
infractions. I have a designated "naughty step" that I can be
sent to for reflection alone. I can also be sent to stand in the
corner. More more serious matters, I will be subject to corporal
punishments. Hand tawsing, spanking and caning. I genuinely hope I
never warrant a punishment. I am finding a huge amount of pleasure
and pride at obeying Mistress' instructions and serving her well.
However Mistress decided I should receive a sample of each
punishment. Firstly I had to write "I must serve Mistress to the
best of my abilities" 100 times. I was given 10 minutes cornertime
before I received 4 strokes of the tawse to my hands. Mistress stood
me facing the wall and told me to bare my bottom. Mistress spanked me
hard with her hand before giving me 4 strokes of the cane. Absolute
agony and nothing like the sexy play spankings I get with Gary. I
actually found myself getting really upset, not only from the
stinging pain but more from the thought that I may do something to
displease Mistress that warrants punishment. I sort of felt a failure
for a time.
Mistress sat me down
and hugged me tight. We discussed the punishments and how it made me
feel. I understand and I agreed that I will subject myself if
required. Mistress and I both genuinely hope punishments will never
be required.
After I made us lunch,
Mistress ate hers at the table while I had mine kneeling at her side.
Mistress and I discussed further what we would both like from a D/s
relationship. For Mistress, at the moment she wants to mould me into
a domestic servant. She feels her dominance in having me obey her in
performing menial tasks as well as me showing her signs of
submissiveness by kneeling, adressing her only as Mistress and
knowing Mistress has the power to punish me. This is what I am
looking for as a submissive. For me, I told Mistress that I would
still like to offer her personal services such as bathing her,
perhaps massaging her and I am willing to provide sexual servitude to
her. Mistress is fully Heterosexual and does not want to be sexual
with me. However, Mistress said that she has a feeling that me
sexually touching her might not be out of the question, but made it
clear that there is no chance she would reciprocate with me.
After lunch and I
cleaned the dishes, Mistress tasked me to make a casserole for her
dinner. I found great pleasure in doing so. It was soon time for me
to be dismissed for the day. Mistress had me kneel in front of her,
she placed her hand on my head and gave me the greatest reward, a
reward that sent electricity through me. Mistress said "You have
served me well today and I am very pleased. You are a good girl". I
burst into tears, so happy, so relieved, I AM A GOOD GIRL!!!!!
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