My name is Michelle and I have a secret. A secret so deep, so dark, and yet so thrilling that I feel the need to keep it hidden from everyone around me - my desires.

I am often consumed by thoughts of carnal pleasure and raw sexual energy, fantasizing about different partners and scenarios that set my heart racing with excitement. Despite these powerful urges, I'm hesitant to act on them for fear of judgement or shame.

But in the quiet moments when no one else is around, I indulge myself in these fantasies; writing them down in my diary as if to make them real. In it I describe vivid scenes of passion between two bodies intertwined together, exploring each other's curves until both are satisfied with pure pleasure.

Sometimes my thoughts will take a darker turn and linger on forbidden pleasures that must remain unspoken; taboo acts that can only be explored within the confines of my own mind where they can never do any harm. But even though they may sound strange or wrong to some people, they make me feel alive like nothing else ever could.

Maybe someday soon I'll find someone brave enough to explore these secrets with me without feeling scared or ashamed; someone who will understand why exploring our deepest desires can be just as important as living life safely within society's rules. Until then I will continue to write about what excites me most; embracing all aspects of myself without worrying about anyone else's opinion or approval. I write daily for selexted.com