After I left school and started working, I went with a few guys, they were all nice enough, tender and romantic in there own way.  But it was all so depressing and dull, nothing they did aroused me sexually.  I kept looking around for ways to find my own sexual satisfaction.  I was 19 when I was invited to a party by a guy from work.

There was drinking and a lot of people, and at some point someone passed around a spiff.  I had never smoked weed before, but it seemed to make me feel more relaxed.  A black guy came over to me, started chatting me up, he pressed tight to me, leant down and kissed me, more of pushng his mouth down on my, pushing his tonuge deep into my mouth, I just opened my mouth, letting him to roll his tounge deep in my mouth.  He seemed to sence my submissivness and his hand cupped my breast, his fingers working on my nipple through my blouse and bra.

His hand kept squeezing my breast, his actions started to feel painful but I just kept returning his kisses.  It seemed like ages had passed, the different emotions and sensation he invoked confused and also aroused me.  He pulled away, looked down at me, it was as if he was deciding what to do next, then he grabbed my hand and started to pull me along, he just said "Come with me bitch"  His attitude, his demeaner excited me, in the ways my 1st boyfriend did.

He found an empty bedroom, and shoved me back onto the bed. He pushed my skirt up to my hips and pulled my knickers to one side, ripping them in the process.  He didn't speak, or ask if I wanted this, he just dropped his jeans and pulled out his cock.  Towering over me, he moved forward and pushed the tip of his cock at the enterance to my cunt.  When he saw I was not making any protest or struggle he pushed down, stuffing his cock into me.

The senesation of his cock invading me, his pumping it in so excited me, I lay on the bed as he looked down at me, my body responding, my hips started to push up onto him as he pushed down into me.  He kept pounding into me, he could see my arousal, he laughed at my arousal.  Just as he was about to climax, to unload his seed inside of me, he slapped me across the face, The sudden flash of pain as his cock exploded bought about my own climax.

He pulled out of me, a soft laughter as he pulled my skirt down, and used it to wipe his cock clean.  I was just laying there, my legs spread apart, still panting from me orgasm.  He looked down at me, a look of loathing on this face and said "Stupid bitch", turned and walked out.