We spent the next few months exploring each other in every way, but since this is a sex site, I'll focus on that aspect.

He was learning my turn ons and fantasies and I was learning his. At my request, he was picking up a foot fetish. As I love the danger of fucking in public, we were sneaking around different places in town banging in public - bathrooms, roof tops, parks, alleyways. I was learning how turned on he gets when my body is dirty .... getting myself purposefully sweaty from exercise and days without showers for him to bury his face into. I was learning how much of a cum fetish he had and how to play with it. I always loved the satisfaction of making a man cum, but never cared one way or the other for the actual jizz, typically never even seeing it because I liked men coming inside me. Not-yet-hubby wanted to see every inch of me dripping in it and made a conscious effort to cum somewhere new regularly. And when he licked it up, he would always want to kiss me with a mouthful oif it. I had never imagined myself doing such dirty things, but it was fun.

And of course we snuck other guys in here and there. My building manager remained a booty call, I think we called him drunk and horny 3 times. After the last time with building manager, only two days later, we met a guy at the bar who was so hot and not-yet-hubby initiated another threesome. We were having a wild time.

We also weren't using condoms. Basically I figured I coiuldn't get pregnant. My married friends were all struggling, having to take fertility treatments. I had never gotten pregnant even with how much I got around. And not-yet-hubby and I had been fucking bareback for months and I hadn't gotten pregnant. I thought it couldn't happen.

Until it did. 

After our threesome with the building manager, followed cloiesly by the hottie from the bar, I wasn't feeling right. I immediately knew in the way only a woman can. My pussy felt like a chemistry lab working overtime. As soon as it was possible, I took a test. It was positive.

I had no idea how to tell not-yet-hubby. There was only a 1 in 3 chance it was his. I didn't want him to leave me. But I'm also not one for an abortion. After a few terrified days, I just had to tell him. I expected the worst.

What I got instead was excitement! He was so happy. He immediately proposed marriage. Dumbfounded I blurted out "but it probably isn't yours!" I will never forget his reply. He said "But you're mine. And that makes any baby ours."

"How can you want to raise another man's baby?" I asked shocked. He replied "I don't really want to. It hurts me. Hurts my pride. I'm honestly humiliated. But I love you so much that I would do anything to be with you. And ... " Then he got really shy and I had to drag out of him his next words, which were "Well it's humiliating watching you fuck other guys but that humiliation is a big part of what turns me on about it. It's all wrapped up with the jealousy and the excitement and my love for you and my kinks into this big ball of being desperately attracted to you. And I love it and I hate it, but I love it way more than I hate it. And you getting pregnant by someone else is just so humiliating and hot. And the idea of raising that child with you, a constant reminder of your untamed sexuality that I'm here supporting no matter what ... is even more humiliating and exciting. It just feels right. And I want this lifewith you so bad. I feel like I was made for this. We were made for this."

With that he took my hand and put it on his crotch. I could feel how throbbing hard he was. As hard as he was, I was just as wet. I would later learn that for years he had been fantasizing about being in a loving cuckold relationship, so this was actually playing out his fantasies. No wonder he was hard.  But why was I wet? His love and devotion? Maybe. Partially. I would later learn that I had a sadistic streak and love humiliating him, and this was it's awakening. 

"You can feel I'm not lying. I want you more right now than I ever have. Please be my wife," he begged. Crying with joy I said yes and we made sweet love to each other.