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Further Sissy Reflections
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As i sit at my computer prepared to set down for all to read the shameful and humiliating episodes of my sexual life, i pause to reflect on my body. I'm clothed in women's attire, of course; at the moment of this writing, high waist cotton bikini cut pink panties, a pink chastity cage, pink bra, and a silky white slip. When I dress up, i usually take a look in the mirror, and invariably find myself attempting to exaggerate my curves with a pansy pose. I have long hair to add to my feminine look, but my breasts, butt, and hips really fill out some dresses. I've been told my legs are pretty nice too. However, these are the very same features that have made me feel too ashamed to speak with women. I was overweight when I was younger, which I'm sure excerberated the problem. So between a small clit, and a curvy body replete with big soft titties, its little wonder I have no confidence. Being a simpering crossdressing sissy, I knew it would be pointless to approach women. I know most women don't need a 'man' more obseesed with trying on their underwear than getting a chance to have intercourse. Which recalls an embarrassing and sexy experience i had a few years ago. Through almost no effort of my own, I made a connection with a heavy, homely girl. I was much interested in her, but my desire to tell a woman about my sissy inclination led me to finally reveal to her that I wore panties exclusively. I suppose she was as desperate as me, for we ended up alone in her place. She was rather amused when I finally took down my pants to reveal a satiny pair of panties. I massaged her for awhile, a submissive task I love to be ordered to do, and which also afforded me an oppurtunity to grind against her panty covered ass (a soft blue pair of briefs). Eventually, pulling aside her panties, she grabbed my cock. "Is that as big as it gets?" I might be paraphrasing, but she was obvioulsy disappointed I didn't have much beneath my girlie underwear. I was ashamed and aroused, and didn't take long to finish. After that encounter she didn't evince much interest in me. I guess a small cocked crossdressing bitch wasn't her type. She did, however, sell me some of her lingerie that she needed to part with, although I'll save that for my next blog. Until then, I'll be clamping my big breat feeding nipples. My titties really are incredibly sensitve, especially when I'm in chastity!
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Posted on : Nov 10, 2022
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