I discovered a box of Euro hardcore magazines someone had dumped in a field, before I even knew what sex was, and years before I was physically old enough to cum. For better or worse, I was instantly sexualized by that porn. Since then I've always responded most strongly to descriptions and images of Group sex, less so to typical photos of women just posing. I love to look at women, but that's more of an aesthetic appetizer to the main course of orgy fucking. My youthful pleasures were magazines like Oui and Penthouse, especially those Penthouse Letters! I used to masturbate to those much more than to the pictorials. I must admit that I've always had way better orgasms from stroking to porn than from sex with a partner, and it's been a bit of a lifelong disappointment to me that the sexuality of real women is really nothing at all like the women in my porn fantasies. Oh well.