I had a wonderful guilt free gay dream this morning , a younger man (maybe in his 30's) was in my room naked with a beautiful body , very fit with muscles (not huge ones), if I had to pick a look  I'd say a Ricky Schroeder type but slightly shorter than me. He had his beautiful hairless balls trussed up with a rubber band so they bulged , perfectly shaped and tan and shining in the roomlight.  He had red shorts otherwise naked.  His shorts were already off and he was standing directly in front of me.

After I tore my gaze away from his body I started handling his soft cock and got down and began licking the bottom of his cock just behing the head in that little triangle between the sides of the flare of meatus flesh and the tip of his shaft where it joins them.  HE immediately started getting erect and grew to a nicely endowed size.  At that point I forgot I had left the shades open and closed them, then thinking someone would enter the room I had him put his shorts back on and I started fondling his hard cock through the cloth of his loose shorts. 

Alas I woke up at this point but the urges are still with me to do this with someone.  Just points to my weakening resolve to having something like this happen with a man, Im usually looking for TS or TV or CD as a starting point.  But I am definately interested in males with large cocks or others with large cocks.

I have been with many TS and TV escorts but only once when I actually fucked a man , a wordless affair when the TS escort whom I was visitng had a male client come over while I was there and we took turns fucking him. 

Another time I was with a huge cock masseuse (11 inches) he really wanted my ass (he got erect everytine he started rubbing it) and wanted to fuck me but he was much too long and I didnt want him to hurt me.  Also one other time when I was 16?  with a friend of mine he had a big cock, that when we were skinny dipping I kept touching.  We slept in the same bed at my grandmothers house when we were visitng and i was fondling his cock which he liked and got very hard but when he tried to mount me I fell (or moved) out of the bed.  That was the end of that.