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Falling in love with an affair
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’ve been in a relationship for 7 years with my partner & am happy enough. He is kind, loving we are very compatible &
share lots of interests, but the sex was never great and has pretty much
fizzled out altogether over the last couple of years.
Long before I met my partner I was on and off dating multiple people at once and just having fun.
For some strange reason probably around 6 months ago I started
developing a need to start cheating and secretly hookup with other men strickly for sex.
My head says I’d be mad to lose a very kind loving & compatible
partner even if the sex isn’t there. But while I don’t think I love the
“cheating” it’s very deep infatuation.It has evolved into a kink.
Continuing like this seems impossible as every time I see him my
feelings for wanting to cheat get stronger, and while I did feel guilty before I dont
now there’s no emotional connection.
PS I know there will be those who want to make a judgment on me but for now, doesn’t help me so please don’t judge. I have to keep my relationship together in one way and deal with the
lack of sex in my relationship. Or continue this cheating and live a secret life?
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Posted on : Sep 19, 2022
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Commented on Sep 19, 2026
I did the same with a woman I had known for years. One day she started courting me and I just ignored it. Over time it became obvious and we got together for dirty, erotic, raw sex.
Initially it was searing hot and then we just burned for each other and called in the middle of the day. I didn't have to speak. We just moaned and whispered.
It ended when she got romantically involved. The raw sex wasn't enough.
I still think of her and the raw sex. She made me feel alive.
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Commented on Sep 19, 2022
Go you great naughty sexy girl. Cheating carries a lot of emotions that add to the excitement and enjoyment but I don’t need to tell you. Please add more blogs of your escapades
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