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A sissy faggot is indeed a complex animal. She is definitely not a man
and not really a woman. A sissy faggot is usually a closeted
crossdresser who wishes to be a whore for men. He has a “public” life
and usually presents himself as straight to everyone even though he
knows deep down inside that his true purpose and desire is to be or to
be turned into a gay homo fag. A lot of sissy faggots have their first
experience crossdressing at an early age. Maybe they tried on their
mother’s panties or they played around with makeup. These early
experiences are very important in the blossoming of a sissy later on in
life.
Many sissies are young, in college, and are looking for daddies who
will make them feel feminine. If these young sissies are provided with
the right encouragement and attention at an early stage, they will
almost always start taking hormones and successfully transition. The
other kind of sissy faggot is the one who hasn’t had this early life
development. Over the course of years, they perfect their lie of being
straight to the point that they convince even themselves. At some point,
they get married and have kids. Then the realization sets in that they
don’t actually want to be a man. but they don’t wanna let go of this
fake life. This is a great dilemma that many sissies face.
In this series of writings, we will explore the complex nature and
psychology of sissies. Hopefully, in reading this, you will learn about
who you truly are.
1. The Big Cock Effect: from “straight” man to cock-addict
We can define two aspects that can make a “straight” male finally realize that they are a sissy: dick size and porn
Dick size: Males are obsessed with the size of their cocks. Is
it big enough? Am I too small? Is my erection strong enough? Males are
worried that a woman might find them too small. Men are told that they
have a small dick as a form of insult. It means that they aren’t fit to
be a man. We live in a modern world with a lot of sexual pressure coming
from TV, movies, and society but we can’t deny that it is also
something that they are born with, sissies will realize that they have
always been a bit feminine and smaller than other men. All this pressure
builds up insecurities which most men can handle because they have the
size to back it up but for a sissy who knows he is too small, it can
destroy their confidence as a man.
This is one of the reasons that more and more beta males are
realizing that they were born to be sissies. This “confidence crusher”
is actually a blessing in disguise for sissies. Many participants of the
sissy lifestyle start out being unsatisfied with the size of their
small “dicks”. Instead of trying to make their dicks larger (which is
impossible) they accept their inferior dick size and rename it a “clit”.
This helps them cope with the fact that their dick is too small and
that they will never please a woman. It becomes a symbol of pride and
they strive to make their “clit” smaller and more limp. By “ruining”
their “dick”, they are breaking themselves free of the heavy and
soul-crushing chains of masculinity. They will never look back and want
to return to a life of shame and depression.
Porn:
Sissies may try out the “straight” lifestyle at first. They try
dating girls but can’t get hard during sex or they are made fun of for
having a small dick. The girl usually breaks up with them and this makes
them depressed. The depression makes their dick even limper. The beta
male then starts watching many hours of porn hoping that watching sexual
content will help them get hard but it has the opposite effect. They
watch so many porn that they become desensitized and induces erectile
dysfunction. This puts the beta male into a state of panic and they
become more depressed, their dick becomes more dysfunctional and their
porn preferences change from normal straight fucking to more extreme
forms of entertainment like bukkake, creampie gangbangs, etc. They are
only excited by the most extreme forms of straight porn that they can
possibly find. Usually the porn they begin to prefer includes some
worship and focus around cum.
They are now obsessed with porn. It is the only thing that gives them
excitement. They are not even concerned about their small dick anymore.
They can only get hard from watching porn. They love watching the porn
actress obsess over cum. They constantly hear the words: “I love cum!”
“I love big cocks” “I am a cum slut” “I’m a filthy disgusting cum dump
whore”
These words and phrases begin to be associated with a state of sexual
excitement in the subconscious. The beta male starts to fall in love
with the idea of a whore but can’t imagine her sucking his cock since he
is too small to please her but enjoys seeing other bigger men use the
whore. This is the beginning of the development of a cuckolding fetish.
He begins to admire the strength, vigor, cock length, and aggressiveness
of a real man. He watches more porn of guys with big cocks (usually
black men impaling white pussies) and literally fucks his mind. He’s
frustrated because he can’t have a girlfriend but then realizes that he
doesn’t need a girlfriend. He wants to fall in love with a whore who
shares a mutual interest: a love and obsession with big cocks. The beta
male also craves to be humiliated by a woman for having such a small
dick.
Congratulations! You are officially a O.C.C.L (Obsessive Compulsive Cock Lover)
2.1 Profiling a Sissy
Continuing on from the last point, you are now a porn-addicted, cock
obsessed beta male. You spend all your time jerking off to your fantasy.
You have no social life, no one to talk to. All you do is fantasize
about drinking cum, sucking cock, having a mistress humiliate you and
increasingly fantasies about them making you dress up like a girl and
pleasure a man. Your porn preferences have been changing all the while
and you have started becoming excited by shemale porn which after a few
searches leads you to finding sissy hypnos and crossdresser porn. You
have never experienced a sexual rush like this before. The hypnos are
telling you everything you knew about yourself from an early age. It’s
like you finally know who and what you were meant to be.
After being exposed to sissy hypnos, there are only two choices: one
of them is to keep living in a fantasy world, dreaming about your
non-existant sexual life and deal with depression, frustration that will
leads you to be a O.C.M (Obsessional compulsive masturbator).
The other is to put yourself out there. You begin to interact with
people and start creating lots of sex profiles on websites like fetlife,
tumblr, pornhub, xhamster, etc. You are just curious to see what is out
there. At this point, you start taking pictures of yourself dressed up
in panties to attract attention to your profiles. They aren’t great but
they are your attempt at exploring your sissy side. As you build up
confidence, you start posting better pics and this may or may not lead
to a sissy sexual encounter maybe with another crossdresser. Most
sissies aren’t really attracted to men at first but after they taste a
cock in real life, they become instant addicts and only want to have sex
with real men. It is the perfect match.
Sissies tend to love showing off their bodies and will begin
feminizing their bodies at all cost. To fund their obsession with making
their clits smaller and their boobs bigger, they will go into the cam
sex industry on sites like chaturbate or even fulfill their dream of
being a hooker. The sissies who work hard on their image and are truly
serious about becoming as feminine as possible team up with the likes
of @tiatizziannifeminization and
become models and porn stars winning lots of awards and making real
money. They find daddies who are rich and willing to pay for their full
transition and have all their dreams come true.
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