This is a story about the first time I was exposed to (very) hard-core pornography:

I had a friend growing up, but we had lost touch with each other after a while.
As it turned out, we started to hang around together later on, when we were about 15 or 16.
He wasn’t like my other friends, and I could sense a like-mindedness in him when it came to sexual matters.
We used to skirt around the issue, but eventually it came to a head and we both agreed we would enjoy exploring each other’s bodies (well, cocks, to be more precise.)
Girls were not in our sphere at this time, so we thought this the best way to release our hormones, which, at the time, we at an all-time high.
(That story is for another time, but a good preface for this one.)

One of the factors that pushed me over the edge was when he told me he had a book that was very dirty and nasty.
I just had to have a look, and when I did, almost fainted.
It was a small paperback, published under the guise of somehow being able to help people with their sexual problems.
There were dozens, if not hundreds of these books published in the late 60’s and early 70’s - probably just to cash in on the sexual revolution of just a few years before.
They were mostly illustrated with original pictures of men and women, but some were not so original, and copied material that was published in Denmark, due to their lax pornography laws at the time.
This book, titled ’The Danish Pornography Report’ was one of these.
(The material, I later learned, was taken from Color Climax magazines.)
I say I almost fainted because the pictures that made up a large percentage of this book were of very explicit situations:

a girl sucking cock,
a girl sucking multiple cocks,
multiple girls sucking a cock,
multiple girls sucking multiple cocks,
girls being fucked in their pussies,
girls being fucked in their asses,
multiple men & women fucking and sucking multiple men & women
And onto more extreme pics:
men sucking cock
men fingering other men’s assholes while sucking their cock, and probably the most extreme of all: in the middle were 2 sections of color pics, one of which was a large dog fucking a girl on a couch.

To a 15 year old, this was too much to take in at one time, and I was finding it hard to breathe.
I had to have this book to myself to explore it further, and asked my friend to lend it to me.
He agreed, and I rushed home to read it cover to cover.
I had the book for a few weeks and came dozens of times while looking at the pics.
These were situations I had never even thought were possible, never mind having them portrayed in print before me. Adding to the nastiness of the book, these were dingy black + white reproductions of material that was originally in color.
Even today, I prefer the look of the former.
Looking back, I can say this was the beginning of my fascination with porn, and with cock sucking in particular, as it touched something within me when I saw it performed in such a graphic way.
One problem was having to hide it away from other family members, who would have definitely not approved of such an extreme book.
I finally decided to place it in the pocket of an old army jacket that was hanging in the back of my closet.
I had it there for several weeks, and it was my dirty little secret - one that got me off time and time again.
Imagine my horror then, when I went to reach for it one day and discovered it was gone!
I ripped the jacket from its hanger and saw the pocket was empty - I couldn’t believe it, it was like a bad dream.
The only thing that could have happened was an older brother had found it, and probably threw it away, but I was too afraid to ask.
The worst part was having to tell my friend the book was gone, but he didn’t seem too upset about it.
I tried to locate the book again, but it took many years and the internet to finally get another copy.
I was rather surprised to see that the material still has the power to take my breath away - it hasn’t faded in my eyes.
There is a feel that is missing in porn that was produced after this, and nothing holds a candle to it, even after all these years.
I do have access to it, if anyone would like to see what all the fuss was about.
In fact, one pic in particular was instrumental in making me an oral sex fanatic.
It was in the color section of the book, and was the cover to Color Climax 24 (pictured below.)
The shot of cum shooting from the cock poised before her face was arresting to me, all the more so because of the high-speed flash that was used to capture the cum in flight, which was amazing to me.

Now, I can see this as a pivotal moment in my life, as I was new to masturbation, and was only exposed to 'normal' girlie-type material when doing so. This was a whole new world I had no idea existed, and had no clue people were doing such pervertd things to each other.

Some additional images from this book: