Since the about me section is so limited, I wanted to give a more detailed introduction of myself, then explain why I picked all my interests, some of which are extreme.
Let me repeat that while I have extreme fetishes, the most important thing for me is cuteness. I love cute girls, cute lolis, cute panties, cute sex dolls, wearing cute women's clothing myself, etc. I'm into crossdressing, and my interest in it has really grown in the past couple of years. I've gone from wanting to wear nightgowns in public to wanting to wear a cute outfit in public. Just this week I ordered a gothic lolita dress. It will join the rest of the items I've bought for a full outfit: Gothic lolita shoes, some thighhighs, a gothic lolita hairband, frilly ankle socks (if I don't feel like wearing the thighhighs), a rainbow petticoat and even some lace wristlets. Before I wear it in public, I plan to get a parasol and I want to get a wig. I think I'll get a pink one, since everything else is built around that color and it's my favorite.
Next is figuring out when and where to wear it. I'm not ready to wear it during daytime with lots of people around, so I'll probably drive to a nearby boat ramp and take a walk on the sidewalk that goes towards town late at night. They recently built a public restroom there that's open 24x7, so I could drive there in more modest women's clothing and change into the gothic lolita outfit in the women's restroom. It'll be nice to do so feeling and looking like a woman, but it'll also feel a bit naughty. While I'm not really planning to do so, if I get too turned on walking around in the gothic lolita outfit, I'll probably end up masturbating in there before I change back. That'll be an interesting experience, I've never jacked off in a women's restroom before. Now, about my interests:
- Anime: I like anime art, especially art of anime girls doing perverted stuff.
- Cosplay: I'm interested in cosplaying, but only female characters. It's going to be long time before I have the courage to do that, if ever. It might happen, the cosplay community's very welcoming to guys dressing as female characters.
- Creampie: I want to do this more than I want to see this. (Although I like seeing it too.) I got to cum inside my first girlfriend the first time we had sex by accident. (Which was her fault, ironically.) Before I die, I'd love to have done it in at least five girls.
Crossdressing: Covered above, but I'll be writing more detailed info about it in the future, including my past experiences crossdressing in public.
- Exhibitionism: This is mainly tied to crossdressing. I don't want to expose my dick to people in general, but when I'm wearing women's clothing in public I have this urge to expose my dick to make it blatantly obvious I'm a guy. Recently I've gotten really interested in masturbating in public and putting my cum where it shouldn't be afterward. I'll go into that more below.
- Fingering: I LOVE to finger girls. I could finger them for hours without having sex. (Yes, I mean hours.) Something I want to do is cuddle up with a girl on the couch and watch multiple movies, with me fingering her the entire time. It feels so nice exploring the inside of a girl's pussy with my fingers.
- Lingerie: Goes along with crossdressing.
- Loli: I like anime lolis. Both because they're cute and because I want to have sex with them. Also see Young below.
- Masturbation: As I mentioned above I've gotten interested in jacking off in public in the last few years. I've done it three times so far, once in an elevator during college (stopped between floors, I opened door and came on the shaft. It's probably still there), second time in a cemetary late at night, and third time in a well lit parking lot at a boat ramp. The last two times I was wearing a nightgown. Second one was a bit accidental, but the third was very much intentional. I'd really like to do it in a women's restroom, then stand on the toilet seat and use my cum to write my initials on the wall as high as I can reach. That way the'd be there a long time. I'll write more about this particular fantasy later.
- Panties: Mainly goes along with crossdressing, but I also have some panties specific interests. The biggest one, and the one I want to do the most, is wear panties that have been worn by a woman and belong to her. The absolute best would be wearing her dirty panties from the day before every day. I'll write more about this in the future as well.
- Perversion: See this whole list, but also I quite enjoy being a pervert. I'm not ashamed of it, although I do hide it for the most part. I prefer not to cause problems for others when being a pervert, but will if there's no avoiding it. A good example of my approach is wanting to masturbate in a women's restroom, but not wanting to put my cum on the toilet seats.
- Pussy: I'm nearly obsessed with pussies. I don't care about breasts at all, I think anal's disgusting, but I want to see and touch pussies as much as possible. This goes back to before I even had a clue what sex was. I kept talking girls into showing me their pussies.
- Rape: One of two on the list that's almost certainly never going to happen. I do feel ashamed about this one, but I also find the thought of sliding my dick into a cute girl's pussy without permission incredibly hot. The idea of cumming inside her once I'm finished gets me super hard. There's also things I'm curious about. Like every time I've ever had my dick in a girl, we'd done foreplay first so she was plenty wet and ready for it. What does it feel like slide inside a girl before her body's gotten her pussy ready for it? Is it possible to rape a sleeping girl without waking her up? Maybe rubbing her clit to get her wet first, then going nice and slow before cumming inside would work? I don't know, and I'll probably never find out first-hand. (I would love to get answers though, so if you know them, please drop me a message.)
- Redhead: I want to have sex with redheaded girl at least once. That's it.
- School Uniform: I find them cute and sexy. Having sex with an actual schoolgirl would be fun, but also pretty illegal. This isn't something I want to do badly enough to ever risk it, so it's definitely not going to happen. I would also love to wear a girl's school uniform, both at home and in public.
- Schoolgirl: See School Uniform.
- Sex in Public: This is a lot of fun, and something I've done a lot. I'd like to do it more, including cumming inside a girl in public. I'll definitely write more about this in the future, since I did some pretty stupid stuff in the past.
- Shaved Pussy: I hate pubic hair, it's actually a turn off to me. I want to be able to see the whole slit clearly. I want to be able to run my hand over the soft, smooth mound around it. I want to rub the girl's juices all over her smooth mound while fingering her, just to make a sexy mess. I liked this even before I realized I liked Young, so it's pretty deeply embedded in me.
- Virgin: I got to take my first girlfriend's virginity, but I'd really like to do it at least once more. Preferably combined with hew knowing I'm cumming inside her as it happens.
- Young: The second one that's almost certainly never going to happen. I don't feel all that ashamed about this one because I didn't choose to feel this way, it took me years to accept it without hating myself, and I don't plan to act on it. I find little girl's bodies to be sexy perfection: Small, soft, naturally smooth pussy & legs. I love their childish panties, even simple white cotton briefs . I really wish I could wear little girl's panties comfortably, but they're way too small. The one way I would act on this would be to get worn panties from little girls, both clean and dirty. But only from their parents/guardians, not the girls themselves.
So there you have it. I'll write more about some of them in the future, but this is a good overview.
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